Amor Escupido

Behind the window, I hear the wind
With anxiety sleeping right beside me
A voice speaks to me that isn’t here
A voice speaks to me that isn’t here

I can’t find pitch on this Nintendo
I only see you, and I don’t even turn it on
I never compared myself to the rest
I always sought the path to be happy
I always sought the path to be happy

And I was the one to blame
I’m lying if I say I’m not
Out of habit, I lost what helped me most
It took me time to understand this relationship
Of spit love towards another heart

If you’re gonna leave, don’t say goodbye
Getting away from you will be for the best
To be able to move on without fear
To remember who the hell I was

It’s not worth it anymore to check the mailbox
No letters show up with your address
I feel death for not knowing how to control the pressure
I want to hide

At the doors of my mind, I see three sixes
Only God knows how to heal me, he’s my sensei
I never liked to revel in luxury
I make music in a polo, not in a Bentley

I don’t need money, I want more faith
To connect with people
To look into those little eyes straight on
To shut the mouths of the haters

And I was the one to blame
I’m lying if I say I’m not
Out of habit, I lost what helped me most
It took me time to understand this relationship
Of spit love towards another heart

If you’re gonna leave, don’t say goodbye
Getting away from you will be for the best
To be able to move on without fear
To remember who the hell I was
To remember who the hell I was

And I was the one to blame
I’m lying if I say I’m not
Out of habit, I lost what helped me most
It took me time to understand this relationship
Of spit love towards another heart

If you’re gonna leave, don’t say goodbye
Getting away from you will be for the best
To be able to move on without fear
To remember who the hell I was

It’s not worth it anymore to check the mailbox
No letters show up with your address
I feel death for not knowing how to control the pressure
I want to hide