Midori

Polkadot Stingray's song 'Midori' delves into the complex and often dark emotions of envy and resentment. The lyrics are raw and unfiltered, expressing a deep-seated hatred and jealousy towards someone who seems to effortlessly receive forgiveness and happiness. The repeated phrase 'kirai desu' (I hate you) underscores the intensity of these feelings, while the sarcastic tone ('sākasutikku') adds a layer of bitterness and irony. The protagonist's desire to be happier than the person they envy, and to see them suffer, reveals a toxic cycle of comparison and resentment.

The song also explores the mental anguish that comes with harboring such negative emotions. The protagonist imagines violent scenarios, such as drowning the person in a bath or placing them on train tracks, which highlights the extent of their inner turmoil. These dark fantasies are a manifestation of their frustration and inability to cope with their feelings. The line 'atama no naka de wa mainichi' (every day in my head) suggests that these thoughts are a constant presence, further emphasizing the protagonist's mental struggle.

Additionally, 'Midori' touches on themes of self-worth and identity. The protagonist questions the purpose of their own efforts to become 'kawaii' (cute) and acknowledges that they will never be able to forgive the person they envy. This internal conflict is compounded by the realization that their hatred is ultimately self-destructive. The song's raw and honest portrayal of these emotions offers a glimpse into the darker aspects of human nature, making it a powerful and thought-provoking piece.