Midori

I hate you, ah
I envy you for just being forgiven
So pathetic
You seem happier than me
I want to make you suffer

I hate you, ah
I envy you for just being forgiven
So pathetic
You seem happier than me
I want to make you suffer

It hurts, ah
Every day in my head, I drown you
In the bath
It’s frustrating, ah
I hate that I’m falling apart
And now, I can’t tell anyone

Ah, I want to believe that happiness
Is meant for me

What the hell did I
Become so cute for, you know?
I’m stuck forever
In not being able to forgive you
Running wild in my thoughts

I hate you, ah
I envy you for just being forgiven
So pathetic
You seem happier than me
I want to make you suffer
Every day in my head
I put you on the tracks and wait for the train
Saying sorry is pointless
You never listen to that anyway

Ah, those selfish words
Are piling up in my depths

No matter how many times I hate you
It’s fine if it doesn’t go away, right in front of me
I cry saying it’s over
Every day saying 'I’m happy'

Ah, I want to believe that happiness
Is meant for me

I don’t get it, my whole life
If you’re as fucked up as you are
I always know
You’re just losing your mind

I know

I hate you, ah
I envy you for just being forgiven
So pathetic
You seem happier than me
I want to make you suffer.