Cuando Estoy Sin Ti

When I'm without you, I need you, 26th of August 06
Time passes slower than ever, without you.. I love you

December 7th 06
I need you, despite the distance, I feel you close
I love you, to me, you're perfect wherever you are

I don't want to lose you, damn!

I'm sorry if I mistrust
I don't want your lips to kiss others that aren't mine
The helplessness of not having you, not being able to have you
Makes me spend days crying thinking when I'll see you again
I'm afraid inside, it shakes my chest
God separated us in kilometers, damn what have I done
If today my only wish is for us not to end
I spend nights screaming, 'I love you!', under my pillow
What I feel is so strong, inexplicable to say
There are no words to describe what you make me feel
When I'm without you, when I'm without you nothing exists
My heart was closed and you're the only one who opened it
I swore not to believe in love to avoid suffering more than I did
And you made me believe in everything I never believed
These are sensations I've never felt before and I don't want to lose them
I want to look at the sky with you and count the stars together
Believe me, if I think I'm losing you, everything collapses
And if I lose you, I want them to put your name on the obituary of my tomb
Feel me, even if we're far from each other
If you look at the moon at night, you might see my face
My happiness is in the palm of your hand
If you drop it, I'll sink in the sand of this desert
Fed up, fed up with hitting the wall, staining myself with blood
I swear I'll fight to be together even if it's late

I cry
I cry
And hit nothing
Just me
Just me
And my scratched ballad
I'm alone
I'm alone
Walking on this path
One hour a day I'm happy, the remaining twenty-three depress me
I hide a poorly drawn heart
With your name, with my name and a half-erased 'I love you'
With the pencil lead marked in each stroke
Drawn with strength like our promised hug (x2)

When I'm without you, I need you
I think your name silently but scream it inside
I want to have you close and no more arguments
I don't want, damn, I don't want my eyes to cry
Sometimes I worry because I fear the end
But no matter where I look, I only see you
I couldn't bear for this story to end
I know I'm not perfect, but I swear I try
I love you and that's why I write these lines
I admit you're so perfect that I envy you
There are days I float and others I fall from the clouds
Because when I take the train, I think about time and why I didn't stop it
And what, and what does it matter, if I have no pride anymore
I'd change my life for just a second by your side
I promised to lift you to the clouds and bring down the moon for you
I swear sometimes I feel unable to fulfill any
Sometimes the sun goes away out of fear and it starts to rain
If I lose you, I'll truly die, without you I wouldn't know what to do
I can't imagine without you, nor do I want to imagine it
My life has no value without your heart by my side
A second without you is an eternity for me
You're part of me, the wings that help me fly
You can't even imagine how much I miss you
In our two-person story, jealousy will never overcome us
And time that passes slowly like a bitter childhood
I want to be with you without having to mention the distance
Sometimes I dream of a place that may not even exist
But I'll go with you to that place where we won't be sad anymore

I cry
I cry
And hit nothing
Just me
Just me
And my scratched ballad
I'm alone
I'm alone
Walking on this path
One hour a day I'm happy, the remaining twenty-three depress me
I hide a poorly drawn heart
With your name, with my name and a half-erased 'I love you'
With the pencil lead marked in each stroke
Drawn with strength like our promised hug (x2)

Don't leave your world, just let me enter it
Any feeling falls short when put on paper
At least the ones I feel for you
Not being with you would mean not existing, not being happy
We're meant to be together, not apart
I know I'm a mess, but I'm a mess in love
Our hearts stop, you'll see they stop beating
My world is with you and I plan to stay until the end
I needed you to know you're everything to me
Because no one has made me feel what you make me feel
And yes, they're unique sensations only you can
Make me feel special just by having you

I fight against time, but time is running out
Sometimes I think I live in a world full of broken illusions
When I went to see you, I count down for the hours to pass
And moments before seeing you, the illusions fade
You don't know how much anger I contain, I feel like vomiting
When we argue, you don't even want to talk to me
I prefer an 'I love you' from you than a thousand 'I love you's from other mouths
Because when you say it, my heart beats so hard it goes off track
I made a pact with Satan with this brush
If you ever leave, my love, he'll take my soul
I'll give you, I'll give you whatever you want
The distance doesn't matter to me if behind the kilometers you're waiting for me