Cuando Te Vas
Porta
When You Leave
[Abram]
I cry inside, waterfalls of pain, I die slowly
I love you so much that my mind feels a huge void
I write shattered crystal palaces
I cut myself with their pieces and my blood reaches the river
It flows and mixes with the water and spills
On the shores of distant hills if you don't love me
Yesterday's frames crowd if I fall asleep
Feel fear woman, this not so little boy
A year goes by, every second I feel you far away
I'm like an old vampire without reflection in the mirrors
I hide in my room and write with hope
To calm this pain but it's worse, like a lance
Every word I dedicate to your memory
Is like a goodbye forever
It's the preface of this story
There's no mercy for guilty spirits
I'm Saddam, they'll resurrect me to decapitate me
Zodiac helix disembowel me, cables come out
In my belly, death in the West, poor wretch
The untouchable hides a soul dependent on your body
On your mind and the warmth of your tender kisses
Sure as if I don't have you I hate the rest
I want to end humanity and lie dead
May my soul reach eternal rest by God
May the Moon cry blood over the sea if I don't feel you
A dead child lies, it's me when I remember
It darkens after eating, it rains without winter
I'm angry and I bite and there's no mistletoe to calm
To bring me peace again, to stop this disaster
When you leave, I feel like I lose everything
I miss you, I'm left empty and just cry
When you leave my heart breaks into pieces
My life goes with you to a place I don't know
[Porta]
When you leave, I just want to believe you'll come back
I think about returning to your arms, I just ask for one more hug
A sincere I love you that comes from your sweet lips
Hope exists only if you don't accept goodbye
I want to believe in God even though I know he doesn't exist
I feel empty, I need to stop being sad
For someone who doesn't even deserve a tear
Why did you go from being my whole life to being nothing?
Tears in solitude, screams in silence
Smiles to hide what you truly carry inside
I look for you and can't find you and I'm getting tired
No one understands me, only the paper that's listening to me
And I'm afraid, I cry and tremble, leaning on a pillow
Because I feel time is slower and stops
It separates us from each other, I notice
That I won't be able to love with my heart until I gather its pieces
The worst is not wanting to open my eyes, really
If you don't do it, no one will, observe reality
Everything is dark, the light is no longer at the end of the tunnel
I try to escape with rap when my heart flees
I smile, even though my heart is sad
I look for something somewhere that doesn't even exist anymore
I feel tied, with no strength to do anything
I stop to think and see how time escapes me
My eyes betray me even if I try to be strong
These tears only a page of mine understands
Like many, I wonder, what did I do wrong?
Each passing day the evil covers me more
I would forgive anything, I'm sure
But forgetting a dead and broken memory is quite hard
Sometimes the Sun goes away so the clouds cover
The sadness of the happiness I never had
When you leave, I feel like I lose everything
I miss you, I'm left empty and just cry
When you leave my heart breaks into pieces
My life goes with you to a place I don't know
When you leave, I feel like I lose everything
I miss you, I'm left empty and just cry
When you leave my heart breaks into pieces
My life goes with you to a place I don't know
[Fado]
When you leave, I don't know if you'll come back and the world gets depressed
Tears are fire and insomnia, that's my movie
If I can't take it anymore now, now, you tell me
Who wants to look back and who prevents you from walking
I'll be stupid, give me back my youth
I write to you because if I don't shine now, I won't shine in the coffin
Singing, dreaming of your love and my talent
Something that was once mine but time stole from me
And everything spins fast, I forgot your breath
The same one that clouded all these thoughts
If you leave like the wind, how to say, I'm sorry
If I feel like I don't fit, lost in this universe
In your search, a ray of light
Looking at the window of this bus every day
When you leave and the whole soul despairs I don't smile
I made my suits with this empty body
So I shared the pain with the Cacique bottle
And I saw that nothing is the color of a melting heart
Of pain, please, let someone crucify me
All I want is for you to appear by my side
And let them go, explain to me, stop bothering
There's no dish more raw than fucking loneliness
And I'm tired of not knowing how to live this way
I don't know if you'll come back but I'm still waiting
When you leave, I feel like I lose everything
I miss you, I'm left empty and just cry
When you leave my heart breaks into pieces
My life goes with you to a place I don't know
When you leave, I feel like I lose everything
I miss you, I'm left empty and just cry
When you leave my heart breaks into pieces
My life goes with you to a place I don't know