Harto y Cansado

I'm tired
I'm fed up
Of the routine
I'm tired

I spread my wings
I take off to another place
I need to go further
Rest alone in Neverland

Almost nothing fills me
The Sun goes down and I'm left in the dark
I keep thinking
Immersing myself in a deep sea of doubts

Infinity exists (maybe)
But it's far away from me
I wonder what's on the other side of the mirror

My head is filled with a thousand paranoias
In four walls
That don't let in a ray of light
Even if it's faint

Tell me, who are you, who am I?
You don't even know yourself
Consciousness is two voices playing in my speakers

Rap is my form of escape
My prison, my passion
Because rap keeps my heart beating

I think and on a canvas
I write as in a personal diary (why?)
Because my form of expression is rap

I uncover feelings
I bare my soul and display it
Because only when I write do I feel alive

I'm tired
The same story every day
Life is characterized by its monotonous routine

Darling, in the distance I see your silhouette disappear
It's blurry just like memories of yesterday
And when it seems like you have almost everything in your hands
Those you called brothers yesterday point at you from behind

I'm tired and fed up with everything and now
I'm so indifferent that I don't even feel like crying
Or shouting

They're blank pages
I want to go to another chapter
Alone and despite everything, we must move forward without fear of looking ridiculous

I keep searching, friends, soul, and heart
Heart, pen, and paper
They are my only reason

I'm tired and fed up with so many lies and deceit
I'm tired because the years keep passing
Tired and fed up with so many scratches, so many mistakes
I'm tired, exhausted from climbing steps

Slowly
If you're not strong, you die inside
You don't want help during decisive moments

The smile leaves your face
And you can't do anything
You see how it slips away more
The tears drown you in your pillow

You no longer believe in love (no way!)
That concept isn't real
Time passes and you see that perfection doesn't exist

You learned to walk carrying pain on your back
Already withered, so tired
That it can't bear burdens

Your eyes see what they would like to see
And so they don't feel
The heart lives deceived in a land of snakes

That seek to poison you
To taste the apple
Forget yesterday and today
For tomorrow will be another day

The world is wrong and I feel
Unable to do anything
It saddens me that wars are invented over nonsense

And almost every day seems the same
So I have to make them seem special

I'm tired of so much
And also of so many things
That I want to disappear
Blend in among roses

I'm a person and alone I want to hide my tears
That fall slowly on the ink of pages
I'm already tired of life, but I continue
Life's things are what lead you to a destination

On a long but short path
I'm tired
So I'm going to vent in an infinite lethargy

And yet, there are things to keep going for
I know that in this life not everything is suffering
There are moments although now the slope is only upwards
I want to live in a dream for the rest of my eternity

I'm tired and fed up with so many lies and deceit
I'm tired because the years keep passing
Tired and fed up with so many scratches, so many mistakes
I'm tired, exhausted from climbing steps

I'm tired and fed up with so many lies and deceit
I'm tired because the years keep passing
Tired and fed up with so many scratches, so many mistakes
I'm tired, exhausted from climbing steps

When there's only pain
You don't think about the beauty
You don't value anything, for you
Infinity no longer exists (why?)

An end marks you for the rest of your story
Although life has many more twists than a damn ferris wheel

I'm tired of staying in a world that doesn't want me
In a superficial world where the truth hurts you
I'm fed up with how materialistic we are
Self-interest, business, here are everything

Selfishness, money always comes first
You are the first
And the rest is insignificant

Don't you realize?
I'm already tired of all this
I'm tired of this world I detest

The rest I
Manifest my opinion
I hear a voice asking me
Don't give up, please

So I continue, against all odds I swim against the tide
I'm tired, but I resist whatever it may be
I wish I lived in a dream forever
Where only what my mind desires happens

Tired, laziness takes over this body
Where there are broken hearts
There are always dead feelings

I don't plan to abandon this game
Although I can't stand it, I know how to suck it up
And always look forward

There's a before, a during, and an after, you see
I'm tired, but I stand firm
I stay on my feet

Always faithful to my principles and ideals
I'm tired of this life based on real events
Time demands, it manipulates fatigue
I can't take it anymore, I live crossing off days on the calendar

I'm tired and fed up with so many lies and deceit
I'm tired because the years keep passing
Tired and fed up with so many scratches, so many mistakes
I'm tired, exhausted from climbing steps

I'm tired and fed up with so many lies and deceit
I'm tired because the years keep passing
Tired and fed up with so many scratches, so many mistakes
I'm tired, exhausted from climbing steps

I'm tired
I'm fed up
Of continuing in this life
That only surrounds itself with monotony
Of the routine
I'm tired
I'm fed up already
I don't want to continue in a world that doesn't want me