Hay Siempre Un Sentimiento Muerto En Un Corazón Roto

Everything has changed since the day you entered my life
But when you left, I wanted to give up the game
Of this present without a future, which is tough and fucks by norm
Life is nothing more than a shitty story too short

Sometimes, I think and wish I had never been born
(Because) the sorrows sank me in an overflowing sea
And I've already swallowed too much saltwater
I'm nothing to the world, the world is nothing to me

I thought about taking my life, but there was no courage
I used to be a cowardly kid, although not brave enough to cut
I'm ashamed of my thoughts of weak people
(Fragile minds) break upon contact

With thousands of tough moments, moments when you're in trouble
You cry discreetly after losing what lasted so long
You want to have back what isn't yours (accept with pride)
With a closed fist, blows show your pain

Desire to cry, to fill the void you left
In me, there's pain, hatred, and love
You made me fall in love and lost me (lost me) by letting me go
After crushing my feelings that can't stop crying

I no longer trust, nor believe in anything because of you
You'll never feel what I felt for you (never)
I believed in infinity for once in my life
And saw how its end was coming, opening my wound even more

Dear, this is my farewell to you
Who hates even my hatred, damn, why did I meet you!
I'm happy, but that only lasts a few seconds
Know that, for this boy, you were much more than a world

That I keep in this music box of my memories
Each of the moments of images that have died
My body feels empty and alone
Without dead feelings in this broken heart

There are things that are lost and you can't find a reason
There are obstacles (there are obstacles) that can make you fall
There are moments when you feel like giving up everything (everything)
There is always a dead feeling in a broken heart

There is a dead feeling in my vital organ
My broken heart confined in a music box
Forgetting is deceiving oneself (don't lie to yourself!)
I hope to see if my heart wakes up

Despite everything, we must move forward on this side of the glass
In which I would be alone, away from all evil
Everyone (everyone), we all have a story to tell
And also an almost perfect tale, but with an end

You seek to escape with your vices
I have dreams, nightmares in which I suffocate
Since that day, I look for your kisses in fantasies
I would say that sorrow flows in this melody

Next to my voice, unwillingly, dead from loneliness
I still remember that goodbye, that goodbye with coldness
Am I color blind? Or is everything different now?
I can't sleep at night; out of fear, love was lost

Now I wander without answers, without hope and faith
It's so sad, but yesterday is also true
It's the past remembered in the present
I want a future away from the fear and harm people cause

And it's normal that I feel tied up like a prisoner
If I've never seen the light in this cell, but I want to
Leave me alone! I don't want your false compassion!
The shallowness of people embitters my heart

That keeps beating, but senseless
Sometimes, I want to remember, cry for what I've already lived
But no, I don't want more bitter experiences
For you, they're paranoia, but for me, they're burdens

That I can't bear, I'm sorry I can't handle it
Things are piling up, yet I keep walking
Looking for my way, who wrote my destiny?
Whoever did it is an asshole, I don't believe in divine beings

That doesn't exist (no way!), magic ends up being a trick
I'm already disappointed with the life I got
I don't have one (I don't have one), I have a thousand thorns stuck
I can't do anything anymore, I don't believe in fairy tales

I'm not saying it's forever, I'm saying it's now
Because when I'm down, the hours pass slower
Melancholy helped me let it all out
The fury that was dormant inside, I can't control it anymore

I wish I could forget that I exist
I wanted to be myself again, that being vanished
What's happening to me? I have a devil and it wants to come out
And leave my body aside, which can't stop suffering

There are things that are lost and you can't find a reason
There are obstacles (there are obstacles) that can make you fall
There are moments when you feel like giving up everything (everything)
There is always a dead feeling in a broken heart

There is a dead feeling in my vital organ
My broken heart confined in a music box
Forgetting is deceiving oneself (don't lie to yourself!)
I hope to see if my heart wakes up

The cold mask, a face hides in its shell
The present is your past deformed in your heart
Broken photos, dead memories linger in your memory
No escape, memories of pain and glory still haunt

And I want to forget so many things, but it's so hard!
They're thorns that pierce and make you remember tears
I want to forget, I want to sleep to not wake up
Find infinite well-being, let me rest at last!

Because my end is near
Because I want to take you, but in a dead image
In oblivion, I keep your photo and your empty letters
Full of words (damn) that only lied

And my fairy tale got lost in loneliness
In a sad silence, in a sea that wants to drown me
A flame that wants to extinguish, a broken memory
Your photos are dead feelings that I no longer feel

I wonder why I remember you, if I want to forget you
Why did I give you everything and you stopped loving me?
Sometimes, I still ask my subconscious
Because I know deep down there's a part of me that understands me

For me, it was like a slow and very painful death
Among all the black roses, you were the most beautiful
You dared to enter a practically impenetrable being
And you left with a heart that belonged to no one

There are things that are lost and you can't find a reason
There are obstacles (there are obstacles) that can make you fall
There are moments when you feel like giving up everything (everything)
There is always a dead feeling in a broken heart

There is a dead feeling in my vital organ
My broken heart confined in a music box
Forgetting is deceiving oneself (don't lie to yourself!)
I keep singing to my heart to see if it wakes up

(To see if it wakes up, to see if it wakes up)
(To see if it wakes up, to see if it wakes up)