Un Sin Corazon En Un Reino de Corazones

A heartless
Looking for the kingdom of hearts
A place that doesn't exist
A heart imprisoned, trapped, wanting to break free
Are my feelings really theirs, I don't know?
I thought and think about a tomorrow, about a yesterday
I don't know if I can love like before
It's been a while since my heart beat
It's slowly dying even if I don't want it to
I want to go to a place where nothing hurts me
I wish to push away all the pain, weigh the burdens
I see everything in a different color, something more gray or darker
Hiding the tears is hard, harsh is the reality
That we perceive and hide away from the one we live
I keep suffering imprisoned
I lie, I say I live the moment
I'm sorry for wanting to leave... (I'm sorry!)
I want to disappear, go to another place
I keep dragging my sorrows and joys
Light and darkness in my days
Maybe I'm still that different kid from the others, I notice
Why is my heart broken
I forgot my past to make a future without you
As tough as it was, I want to be who I was before dying
I want a place where I won't suffer again
Rise from my ashes
I'm dead inside from enduring so many beatings
The caresses vanished
With tears that got lost in this tale
I'm a shadowless, I'm a heartless
I keep searching for a why, for a reason for my existence
Appearances deceive, too many bad experiences in a short time
Too many for my taste
Life gives you scares and it's not fair
Opportunity is running out
I feel a strong pressure
Will it be the last thing my heart will feel
Far from everything and everyone, I want to go
Scream loud and have no one hear me
Empty words for you
That echo and repeat in my still hollow heart
Eyes open but eyelids closed
You took a step towards the wrong place
You want to repent but you don't dare
You want to see the world upside down, don't believe in god
Under my feet to the (...) a world that never existed
Darkness reigns over the light, the sorrows of the day
That lock you in your coffin
A light of feelings, disordered memories
You haven't erased oblivion, obsessed with a zero
Just a treasure that's not of bronze, silver, or gold
The last ray of light never extinguishes
You stand out for your personality (pretend!)
To find eternal happiness in the chest of memories you keep
Despite everything, I'm still alone with doubts to move forward

My destiny is chosen at random, I see my ship sail with the burden of my heart
on board and I hate seeing it go

I have no proof that I exist
My heart still seems dead
I write in periods, my letters, my tears, my sorrow in the form of a drop
And I feel like I can't anymore
Little by little I feel myself dying
I'm not anywhere
Just with a broken heart that I can't control anymore
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger they say
Luck doesn't exist
I pray for death
I sell my soul for a functioning heart
I'm tired of always seeing things from the same perspective
My heart was consumed by oblivion
For refusing to remember what I lived
I have no soul, I'm ethereal
That expresses feelings on pages
I turned into a shadow
I seek the kingdom of hearts
So I won't be alone...