No Hay Final Feliz

All stories have an ending and it's not happy
Maybe I was wrong thinking about a future with you
And I know nothing can be changed now
I'm tired of excuses because I don't even feel like it anymore

I have a thorn stuck that's running out like ink
Not everything is as pretty as they tell you
And I'm sorry, I know I'm not perfect but damn
I swear never to look back again

No one can calm this enclosed hatred
My body is about to explode, died and left without feelings
I lie when I say I'm someone else but I live in the abyss
It's not that my heart is broken, it's just not the same anymore

My eyes are dry, they don't cry anymore
But I want to let go of this weight that controls me
And maybe it's true, I don't know what to believe
Maybe love doesn't exist and I wonder why I believed in it

Promises are lies, silence listens to you
Time forgets us, life is a continuous struggle
The landscape changes because I can't paint it
If I'm still here it's because I have a contract with God

My wounds don't heal, they just get bigger
You don't understand me, shut up, look at me, tell me what you feel!
You decide if you want to forget me or live with it
I confess I'm not the same even though I try

I swear I thought you could be my life
And I don't want to think I was wrong like most
And I know you deserve much more
Maybe I feel this way for never knowing how to give it to you

It starts with losing the illusion and then the magic
Then goes hope until there's nothing left
Just anger, hatred! All because it ends
You feel how the little remaining light fades

And there's no happy ending, but there could have been
If it weren't for this life I lead, I could have seen it
With my own eyes, and yes, I know it was my fault
I stopped putting in effort and stayed silent like a coward

I also make mistakes and I'm tired of sinning
No matter how much I move, I feel like I'm in the same place
To rectify or not? That's the question
I'm sorry, it was useless: Pride overcame the heart

I admit it, we both had faults
But I ended up getting tired of love when I know you didn't
And the worst part is I dream of getting back that life
Rap took so much from me that you can't even imagine

And I swore not to look back but I do it every day
You know well it's the first time I regret something
I want to change, I was that coward who gave up
And I assure you I hate myself and hate what I've become

I'm just one more or maybe not even that
I also suffer even though I don't pray to a God, I only have myself
I lost people, I lost time and things I care about
Something that not even money could buy