Preso de Soledad

I look out my window
And time stops
But I am separated from you by a wall that doesn't even speak to me

I only wait for the immensity of nothingness
And I want to feel like I'm flying
I only believe in myself
That's why I can

God never helped me overcome the altercations
He proved that there is no one superior to me

Fear grows, as does hopelessness
I take steps back while everyone else moves forward
And I don't know why it is that I feel isolated
From a society so unjust that it has me trapped
In a prison, cornered in a corner
With paper bars that watch me like in a display case

And I can't see the sky from here
I want to be happy without suffering one more day until the end comes
Without shedding a single tear
Telling every experience to my pages

Imagine you, me and no one else
And the sea calms me down
My soul rests in peace as my pain heals
At once

I see beyond what my eyes see
Alone, I feel alone
And I don't control, I don't even cry anymore

I look out my window
It is walled up by bars
I see the horizon and how my dreams move away
My heart beats to convey its complaints to me
My cage, loneliness, I feel my soul getting old

I look out my window
It is walled up by bars
I see the horizon and how my dreams move away
My heart beats to convey its complaints to me
My cage, loneliness, I feel my soul getting old

I saw it rain, the sun went down, and it became cloudy
And they say it's better to be alone than in bad company
I just know that everything changes with the passage of time
It will be maturity
Or not knowing how to take advantage of every moment

And I look at the horizon and there is nothing
Every word you express your heart today is nothing
And he drowns, he hits rock bottom
Everything happens fast, damn it
My pale face is gone and I wonder why

It's a punishment, I live because I continue
And if I continue it is because of you
I am a prisoner of my freedom
I find it hard to smile
And if someone listens to me
Please reply to me with a letter
Or out loud

I don't care if I'm left with nothing
If you never fail me (please)
I struggle with emptiness and loneliness
Not even the strongest liquor
It can make me stop thinking about (that)
So many things I don't even know
Maybe you don't even know
I'm a full-time dreamer
That contemplates on the horizon

I wonder who, what, how, when
The why and the where
Alone, you are alone in this life
Is it a gift or a punishment?

My destiny, let me decide it (yes)
I admit it, I'm scared sometimes
Please ask God for me to pray to him when he dies

I feel my soul chained
Like a prisoner in a cage
Counting the wasted hours

I look out my window, it is boarded up by bars
I see the horizon and how my dreams move away
My heart beats to convey its complaints to me
My cage, loneliness I feel my soul getting old

I look out my window, it is boarded up by bars
I see the horizon and how my dreams move away
My heart beats to convey its complaints to me
My cage, loneliness I feel my soul getting old

I usually listen to silence
Shame overcame me and I screamed
But a huge weight was lifted off me
That made me grovel and feel sorry

I was drawing your gaze on a piece of paper
And he didn't tell me anything anymore
I never believed in fairies again since then
Nobody knows me
And I hide in the shadows at night

And if you shake hands, they grab your whole arm
That's why I carefully select who I want
But more than one has failed me
More than one has disappointed me
There are more than one who have been removed from my life

Even if it cost me (yes)
I had nightmares before I went to bed
Strange things happened to me and they all came at once
Few were fitted
I endured the scratches
Just without getting involved in my problems
I don't want to make you feel sorry
Nor make you bear my punishment

I only know that I never remain silent in the face of injustice (never)
That's why I can sometimes seem a bit harsh
I seek a future in which there is nothing to distrust
That my privacy
Don't just exist in this solitude

But I am autistic, pessimistic
Without a goal
If I were weaker I would be stuffed with antidepressants

I live my sorrows in silence
If I learned anything from life it is
That everything has a price

I look out my window, it is boarded up by bars
I see the horizon and how my dreams move away
My heart beats to convey its complaints to me
My cage, loneliness, I feel my soul getting old

I look out my window, it is boarded up by bars
I see the horizon and how my dreams move away
My heart beats to convey its complaints to me
My cage, loneliness, I feel my soul getting old