Voces En Mi Interior (feat. Santaflow)

(Do it)
Leave me alone
(Do it)
I have not done anything
Why are you messing with me?
(Come on)

Dear imaginary friend
Today they did it again
My classmates hit me
And I don't understand it, I don't do anything to them, damn it!
They just say I'm soft and weird

I love music, manga, the computer
And I don't like playing ball too much
So what? I once tried to not be alone at recess.
And they forced me all the time to be a goalkeeper

And I don't know what it feels like if you score a goal (eh?)
And may your friends hug you like a winner
Not wanting to play anymore is another reason, beating!
For leaving a game halfway

I lost the desire to integrate
Now I just want to see them as little as possible.
And I'm late to class
My teachers are fed up, they say I've changed, what do they know?
They called my parents

I always participated when teachers asked
And the thing is, I can pass without studying anything
But I don't raise my hand anymore, I'm scared
I fear the slap of the one behind and the one next to me

And I haven't gone to anyone for a long time, I'm not suicidal
Last time ten people waited for me at the exit (good!)
Dad calls me a troublemaker
Will helplessness and pain override me?
Or will they make a tragic cocktail?

I can't take this pressure
You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end everything
Well, finish as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream
Do it! Come on!

I'm sorry, your parents won't understand your suffering.
Sitting at a desk, time will pass more slowly
I do understand you and maybe I can help you.
I swear to end them all if you let me advise you

Fear makes you human (yeah)
Nobody does anything, you feel like taking justice into your own hands
(And it is that) everything starts in the hallways (yes)
You will pass with your head bowed and with your hands in your pockets

You know that the other children will marginalize you, they want to see you cry
They will lock you in the basement or attic, at patio time
And all for not being like everyone, which makes you unique here
It also makes you lonely

(And yes) teachers only make things worse
That a tip-off is another punch in the back
(And it is that) Everything you do will only be another reason
To be able to attack the target once again

That is, you, because with that they are satisfied
They laugh, but you don't find it funny
It's not that you're inferior, but it's that fear blinds you.
And the bully's fear is feeling inferior
And that's why it hits you

Do you want to cut your veins? Running away only delays problems
Look at you, damn, you're starting to feel sorry for yourself
Every day you have new bruises
Of those little bullies
You, you have to give him a couple of balls

I can't take this pressure
You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end everything
Well, finish as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream
Do it! Come on!

Follow your ideals and don't be a Coward!
Don't give up, may your effort not have been in vain!
This time I know that luck is not with you
As you can see, there are times when strength wins over skill.

There's no point in hiding, fight! You have to be strong, listen!
The voice that speaks to you behind this hood
Every group has an assigned leader
Being respected is complicated and it's your turn

The solution (what?) is to face the situation
I'm not saying it's going to be easy, especially with so much pressure.
What would others do if they were in your place?
They wouldn't even put up with what you have to put up with

(Already) they have disturbed your innocence
Do you know what can happen when patience runs out?
You must do something and now, I know you are tired
To tell the truth, I think you've been holding on too long.

(You) take revenge, sign up, write down each name
Give them back, come, show me that you're a man
I know it runs through your veins, resentment has poisoned you
Wasn't this what they wanted? They would have thought of it!

I can't take this pressure
You don't have to put up with it!
I want to end everything
Well, finish as soon as possible!
I hear voices inside me and they scream
Do it! Come on!

(Today) I told myself a thousand times
"Don't do it, they're good guys"
But they pushed me into the abyss
I reached that point of no return
The one where everything doesn't matter to you
And you feel going towards your surroundings

That day I arrived early to school
And in line to enter
There were those bastards without mercy
I remember their mouths articulating one word: Babe
And the impact on my body of his big hands

As usual, no one was doing anything there.
Some laughed, others looked away.
I gulped from the ground, resigned
Well I knew that that same day everything would be over

Hit me more, I'm not going to cry!
I have no tears left, only sick laughter
You are going to die and the last thing you are going to hear
It's the teacher writing on the blackboard with chalk

In my backpack: A bottle of gasoline
And in my arteries: A lot of pain and adrenaline
I entered the toilets bruised
And I waited until everyone was in class
And the hallway clear

While the janitor drank coffee
I stole the keys to the classrooms from his office
I went up to mine which was on the fourth floor
And I closed a door from outside with stealth yes

I opened the other one suddenly and dumped the fuel
Surprise! They didn't have time to react.
I threw a match, locked them in and started walking
I can remember the screams, irresistible symphony

Firefighters saved some lives
But many will not bother me again
The teacher, hysterical, fleeing from the flames
He jumped out of the window and has never walked again.

Time has passed, I haven't gone back to school
Not home either, but this place has advantages
They don't mistreat me here even though everything is very cold
And they give me pills that make me calm

Sometimes I enjoy imagining how to kill a nurse
And I have to control myself
I know that in time they will have to let me go
I regret! I swear!
Who am I fooling?