Aprendizaje (feat. Kairo)

Kairo, Porta
Life teaches, you just have to learn

Starting from the fact that life is learning and
Knowing that I haven't reached the halfway point of the journey
I know myself but still don't know who I am
I toast to today, I know I'm stuck by this anchor
That is loaded on my back
I'm tired of being the one you only talk about
I don't know where I'll end up, but I know where I come from
Grateful for what I have and for everyone who supports me
Life has taught me not to take anything for granted
I got comfortable, sealed it and the roof falls on me
I feel that pressure in my chest they call emptiness
Time has defeated me, yes, that's why I make the most of it
How many times I wanted to believe in God
How many times I wanted to leave without saying goodbye
How many times I tried to make a deal with the Devil
However, I took another bitter sip and decided that only I exist

Losing the illusion leads to nothing
Learning is accepting that when the end comes
I will have left my soul on the path
For being faithful to my ambition, for pouring out my heart
With the utopia of being myself

I decided that today only I exist
They attributed it to selfishness and whoever did it was wrong
I know I don't want to keep hiding this pain
I don't want to force an unreciprocated feeling
If I don't look out for myself, you won't either
If I do it for you, you think it's for self-interest
Instead of being grateful that I'm always there even if it's hard
Let's change shoes, today you're going to put yourself in my shoes
So you can see through my eyes
I don't mind crying, I don't mind being called lazy
I have armor, you have the key that has opened the lock
You always saw me upright, now you have to see me limping
I'm tired of being the one who settles
I'm tired of being the one who always follows rules
I'm tired of being the being who lives in shadows
My soul disappeared and my heart is under construction

Losing the illusion leads to nothing
Learning is accepting that when the end comes
I will have left my soul on the path
For being faithful to my ambition, for pouring out my heart
With the utopia of being myself

The yoke that breaks, my dream, my banner
The irreverence of a Lucifer who is not aware
Of submitting to being a mere prisoner, to obey precepts
To be a foolish Seraphim incapable of being happy

I know I still have a lot to learn
I know I will fall again and rise again
Today only I exist and you have to understand that
Forgive me
I only have to survive and keep standing
It's not for pleasure, it's not to mess around
I only do it for myself
There's a path and I have to learn to be happy
Time will turn my wound into just another scar
Life is about decisions and today I have to choose

I don't know what's to come, I don't know what has happened
I don't know if it was the train I missed or if it hasn't arrived yet
I have nothing to say, silence has already spoken
I don't trust myself but I trust the one walking by my side
Life goes on and time doesn't wait
There are no limits here, only the fear next to this border
Even if you deny it, you only have what's left
You have to learn it, set your mind to it
Anyone can do it

Losing the illusion leads to nothing
Learning is accepting that when the end comes
I will have left my soul on the path
For being faithful to my ambition, for pouring out my heart
With the utopia of being myself