Carta de Sinceridad

Did they not tell you to believe when you were little?
That when you grow up you could be whoever you wanted?
Are you there whoever you are, so tell me something
Tell me if life is a test and if I don't get out
I undid the paper airplane and wrote
Every detail I want to change for myself
Because it's enough to confess and lie
Because it's enough to kill myself in every song for you
I'm not as brave as you hear in songs
I'm scared, I cross out my prayers
I'm afraid without security
I've been the class fool that everyone treated badly
What are you looking at? What do you want?
Life has taught me to be like this, but it doesn't ask if you prefer it
Fourth drink, I've noticed that as one grows up, they see more things
But they also blind themselves to others
Instead of living, I would call it dying
Little by little with time, isn't it?
I object, Your Honor, I have evidence
And it's been a long time since I stumbled upon new stones
I'm not who I used to be, nor who I want to be
Living on the sidelines dreaming of a maybe
And I write to you again to stir things up
Because I'm tired of sending you letters and not receiving yours
When I was little you told me to believe
When I grew up to close my eyes and go
Are you there whoever you are? So tell me something
Tell me if life is a test and if I don't get out. Let's go!

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Tell me, I'll listen, I'll admit that I have one foot in your door
And I'll beg you to leave it open

And deep down nobody knows me and neither do you
I've had bad encounters, that's why I wear disguises
What the hell are you complaining about if you made me this way
And you stopped me when I tried to get away from you
You taught me to distrust, to be brave
So I stopped to think one day and decided to confront you
Count how many times you've left me empty and absent
A cold boy who finds it quite difficult to open up to people
You don't show feelings even though you're dying to
And if it were up to you, many days I wouldn't even get out of bed
Come here, I'll tell you to your face
What do you have against me, I was happy before you took it away
And now I get up pretending, hiding the pain
Trying to find something I lost inside me
And I think I fill myself with things just to be a burden
I live in a hidden cave life, of course I blame you
Although I don't have clean hands either
Since I stumbled and leaned on the mud at once
It's a burden to carry this nickname
Luckily you gave me a great family that never leaves me alone
The console consoles me when you're not here
I hate you so much and yet I give you my gratitude
Life goes on whether you're at home or in a club
And time will put us all in a coffin
To you who watch me on YouTube
Since you listen to me, it was never easy for me
I never gave up without a fight
You made me tough and as fragile as a diamond
I just want everything to go back to how it was before
And now you're going to ask me to change? Will you change anything?
Tell me if you're a test and I'll decide if I get out
If I continue allowing you to use me as a lien
You're no one to tell me how little I'm worth

Tell me, I'll listen, I'll admit, I have one foot in your door
And I'll beg you to leave it open