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The day after I just want to be absent
Go back a day and leave the present behind forever
I don't know if sometimes you feel it too
Time goes from fast to slow suddenly

I try to disappear and convince myself
That this is just a nightmare that I can't quite believe
Now I want to hit the wall and hurt myself
So I don't think about why you're leaving after so many years

I'd like to take a bath, drown in my tears
That's why I vent on these pages
I deceive myself and beg to a God who doesn't listen to help me
And I have no strength left to fight
After thinking that you're in the clouds

I'll scream to find you until I lose my voice
Until I burn inside and finally accept your goodbye
I'll engrave you on my skin so you'll be with me forever
You were always faithful to me, even though we were different

Life is limited, and it's in the hands of time
Our moment comes for all of us
Sooner or later everything will just be a memory
I'm still searching for answers I can't find

Life is limited, and it's in the hands of time
Our moment comes for all of us
It was half a life, now you're just my memory
There's a beginning and an end in every story

I feel like I don't exist. I'm dying, I don't want to, I can't
I refuse to believe what my eyes have seen
Is it a nightmare that has left me shattered?
I just want to fall asleep and dream that nothing happened

But how curious time is, prolonging my suffering
And seeing your body left my heart stopped
Now I feel breathless, like dead
You left with the wind, with the smoke of the extinguished fire

And I lie to myself if I think I can bear it, avoid fate
Unfortunately, I don't decide yours
And so many years have been more than half of my life
Tell me, why is it so hard, damn it? Why don't you breathe?

I know I don't have the strength to even scream
There are no tears left to cry and let it all out
I don't want to hear anything from anyone, just be alone
The helplessness of knowing I don't control this

And now all that's left is to remember good times
And think that you're happy, that wherever you are, I'll miss you
Life isn't easy, it's fragile, it's too short
I sing to you from Christian's heart, not Porta's

Life is limited, and it's in the hands of time
Our moment comes for all of us
Sooner or later everything will just be a memory
I'm still searching for answers I can't find

Life is limited, and it's in the hands of time
Our moment comes for all of us
It was half a life, now you're just my memory
There's a beginning and an end in every story

Every day is harder, every night it's harder to sleep
Remember and accept, cry because you're not here
Our end comes to us all, unprepared
That's why in my memory you'll always be by my side

Life is limited, and it's in the hands of time
Our moment comes for all of us
Sooner or later everything will just be a memory
I'm still searching for answers I can't find

Life is limited, and it's in the hands of time
Our moment comes for all of us
It was half a life, now you're just my memory
There's a beginning and an end in every story