Víctima y Verdugo

I had it all
Looking into your eyes I see how the world broke again
And I, am drowned in the tears I shed one day
And I know I'll never change
And he cursed the mirror for looking at it
This time he swore that nothing would change it
But he feels so alone, sunk and powerless

He doesn't know how to react and probably
Behind that appearance to a world that fears him
There's a child playing with fire even if he burns
Even if he burns, or burns everyone else
Without knowing where you come from, without knowing where you'll go
With the soul in the feet and the heart shattered
The street educated him with the language of the slap
Years of family after family in foster care
Without finding his place there, looking for an escape
He met his parents and has always thought
Why bring a child into the world and leave him stranded?
Sentenced to live with a past he can't stand
He only has himself, the rest doesn't matter
I had it all

Looking into your eyes I see how the world broke again
And I, am drowned in the tears I shed one day
And I know I'll never change
And he looked at himself in the mirror again
Appearance is his attitude and his attitude covers all his
Complexes
He tries to be normal, but they haven't made it easy for him
Just looking for his place, so tough and yet so fragile
Fear makes him unfair to those around him
Who try to help the one who feels like a loser
Disdain for everyone, for a world that repudiates
And his torture was being born, since he never chose it

His armor protects him from a world that didn't want him
And that same world ended up putting him with the wrong people
Fights, drugs, and alcohol, his daily bread
No older brother who can understand what he felt
His new gang had a plan
He wasn't sure but that's how they'll accept him
He carried the gun, can't imagine how it will all end
But it will be a nightmare he'll never forget
Heart hot and cold, ready to fulfill the pact
Looking for an excuse to justify his actions

He thinks a prince deserves a castle
And he enters the supermarket hooded with his finger on the trigger
And pointing at his head he says: Give me what you have
Quickly put it in the bag, don't linger
Everyone on the ground and no one will be hurt
Don't look me in the face, got it?
And a voice from behind says: Kid, listen to me
Boy, drop the gun, calm down
But it's not an option and unfortunately
A bullet escapes, fired by accident
And he didn't want to but he took it
It didn't belong to him, but his pulse betrayed him
And he regrets it so much
His conscience knows well how much, all for doing God's work

His body escaped although his mind was in shock
And the car waiting outside disappeared
Leaving no trace, the blow was disastrous
And now where are those buddies he chose
Sirens were sounding, time was running out
Panic took over due to his bad decision
The pressure is so high that he places the barrel in his mouth
The ending is clear, I leave it to your imagination

And now he's
Victim and perpetrator, Victim and perpetrator, you too
Victim and perpetrator, Victim and perpetrator, you can be
Victim and perpetrator, Victim and perpetrator, like him
Victim and perpetrator, Victim and perpetrator
I had it all
Looking into your eyes I see how the world broke again
And I, am drowned in the tears I shed one day
And I know I'll never change