フィクサー (Fixer)

I can't sleep until I erase all the memories until today
I can't stand it, I want a substitute for myself to live from tomorrow
Don't tell me it's okay and then blame you later
Can't you let me blame you later since I can't see it now?

Promises that can't be kept
My brain is overwhelmed by overflowing words
Can't make sense, can't do anything
Can't see, want to escape, want to fly, want to stop, can't avoid
So
Sink, sink until it can't be raised
Drop until you get tired, drop until it's time to reveal salvation

Chew the lies that taste like grains of sand, crush the screams that come out of your throat
Follow along with the known mouth movements with a fake smile
I didn't want to become
Waiting for salvation in today's useful sleepy, sleepy ideals
The first thing to say is with words
Strongly, firmly, painfully bite down
Die, disappear, if you hate not knowing the future or the past
Break, break, it's better to become a company anyway
Before you can't stand the frustration or the unrelenting sadness
Before you tastelessly spit it out
Sing the next one already

Calm down, calm down
Drop, drop
If you're going to do it anyway
Dance, dance
Before you become the color gray, let it out
Change, change
Until you fall asleep
If you're going to do it anyway, steal, steal
Expose the lies you've hidden
I saw the imagination that flashed through my head
I looked at myself