Gehenna

Hey, how are you? How's it going?
Yeah, well, I've quit that kind of thing already
Yeah, well, I hear there's no prospect of recovery anymore

Don't ask me anything
Regret, estimation, a friendly talk
Caregiving, joy, sharing? I surrender all
Yes, that's right, 100% it was my fault. The typical story

I wanted to realize plain and simple
Killing the ideal of what it's supposed to be
I've had it enough. I don't have the courage to leave

Hurry, deeper, falling

I want to stay alive, every night, transparent summary suffocates my throat
The reality that caves in my lungs, irrationality and loneliness
You don't have to hate them, they all mean nothing
We all have to live

I want to stay alive, I don't know why, but
I want to stay alive, the Bible called DNA
You don't have to hate on your instinct and fears
Nothing will ever change
I want to stay alive, there's no hope ahead, but
I want to stay alive, my instinct thumps in red
I want to stay alive, I don't want to stay alive
It's so unfortunate, but We all have to live

I'm sorry I deceived you
I'm sorry I couldn't tell you
And this is so sad, but
Only suffering is the bond