Chuva de Novembro (Parte 2)

Alone I see you better
When the Sun goes down
I get lost in my thoughts in the sheets
I was watching here
That movie I told you to download
But even today I never watched it

Dreaming from afar is very sad
Dreaming together is better
I dream of your ways and your flaws by heart

I'm tired of
Living seated here in this city
Where I parked myself and
Never left

Come get me
Take me away
Make me yours
I look out to the street and from the window the rain outside
It would be better if I had never seen
So much love in your eyes
Because this love is what scares me the most

So now
A call from you that
Says you're on the road coming to see me
And don't delay

I say I'm going to sleep
But I don't tell you that I only sleep for time
To pass quickly
Because I can't wait, go!

I wake up at 3 in the morning
Sweating cold, writing
So I turn
The diary into my divan

That fight yesterday was tough
I didn't want to tell you that I didn't want
To have you, but I wanted you
To say that you care
And I feel that this rain
Is my reflection knocking on your door

And thinking about that
I started to cry
So the rain stops
And the Sun can return, I don't know
It's impossible, when I look back
I feel and feel you more
And today I no longer lie
Tell the truth
I'm stuck here in this city
Dreaming of the whole world
And fighting for freedom

That's what I said on the phone (say)
That my happiness cannot be summed up
In the love of a man
That I wasn't born to be a homemaker
And I never dreamed of children and
A house to take care of

And thinking about that
I hurt your heart
I'm a girl who begged
Too much for attention
And what I try to explain to you now
So immature doesn't understand that love is not something
To demand

And I never said I love you
Because you dream of something I want
But it wasn't in my plans
That's okay, come on, are you almost here?
In the morning I'll pick you up
My heart is waiting for you, go!

Every second the rain increases
And this anguish that shakes me
Consumes me, destroys me and torments me
The window closed, you in my sight
With closed eyes
I hear the beats of your heart
Here in the silence of my room
Without you, blame this distance
That prevents me from seeing you
Prevents me from proving that I deserve you
And that I don't care about money
Because joy is priceless

And thinking of you at this moment
I take the time
To write to you all my thoughts
I confess I'm afraid
But I feel ready to finally
Reveal my secret to you
I hope that in every word
I say, finally
You can feel a little
Closer to me

And without knowing that everything
Was near the end
I send you a message
That said like this

I would say yes
With every breath
In every situation
In every memory

I would say yes
From the bottom of my heart
Deep and with emotion
For the world to hear me then

I would say yes
In light or darkness
With the strength of my lungs
As long as there is breath

I would say yes
So that every time I say
You know that I would never say no
I love you

And to this day I hope to answer
In the morning I left home crazy to see you
Arriving at the bus station I heard on a TV
A fatal accident that made me lose you
And without knowing that you read what I wrote

Today I only regret what I don't do here
Wherever you are know that I never forgot
And in every November rain I remember you
I remember you
I remember you