Aquí No Es

I didn't want to see the signs
That were in front of me
If from the first day everything was telling me

You don't have to put your heart in there

I included you in my plans
And you wanted to escape
I don't know how I thought you would love me
If you can't even love yourself

If it's not reciprocal, I'd rather have nothing
You were never there when I needed you the most
Everything tells me this is not it
Definitely this is not it

Being with you is the same as being alone
And I won't overlook another red flag
Everything tells me this is not it
Definitely this is not it

You don't want me with you
Nor with anyone else
You say one thing and it ends up being another
You ask for rain but don't want to get wet

I don't really know who you are anymore
And I don't want to find out
I have a thousand questions left
And I have so many doubts
I don't know what was a lie and what was true

If it's not reciprocal, I'd rather have nothing
You were never there when I needed you the most
Everything tells me this is not it
Definitely this is not it

Being with you is the same as being alone
And I won't overlook another red flag
Everything tells me this is not it
Definitely this is not it

And I wanted it to be you
But
You didn't want it to be me
And well
Sometimes you have to take steps back
And not search for more where there is none

If it's not reciprocal, I'd rather have nothing
You were never there when I needed you the most
Everything tells me this is not it
Definitely this is not it

This is not it