Sentimientos Encontrados

Another night that I spend thinking about your name
What you and I lived resembles that horizon
There's not a single day I don't mention your name
Can someone tell me how such a strong pain hides?

Another night, another song dedicated to you
It doesn't title your name but I wrote it for you
It titles the broken because that's how I felt
And that happened to me for trusting you

If you didn't love me, why weren't you honest?
Why pretend for so long and wait for nightfall?
You could have spoken up and been with whoever you wanted
And leaving you free was going to force you to love me

Now I find myself here with a broken heart
Writing a thousand verses to vent a little
Forgive me for being so little in your life
My friend sadness is slowly sinking me

Maybe I didn't have money to impress your parents
But deep down I always had good intentions
Maybe I wasn't crazy, attractive, causing chaos
But I was giving my life for our relationship to work

We are so different and I realized that
I ask my heart to forget and I swear if you try
It rises, takes two steps but then regrets
Because it knows it can't if it faces your memory

Another night that I spend and ask you to leave
I have to settle for watching you behind the screen
I argue with my mind and that's where the battle begins
How do I force my mind to do what my heart keeps silent?

Sometimes I feel I've become selfish because of you
I prefer solitude, a drink, and a track in the background
I can't find a way to forget you no matter how they insist
And my friends already call me a masochist because of you

You had doubts and I was clear about that
You stayed silent, wrapped yourself up, and it was a shame on your part
You were never honest, never sought repair
And like a drifting ship, we lost the lighthouse's light

And people shout at me to forget you
And they forget that every human being is very different
How do you forget the person who's now in your mind?
And they talk crap because they don't know how it feels

And why do they get involved? This is between us
In the end, it doesn't hurt me, nobody loves me either
But if I write to you, don't think I'm crazy anymore
And it's because the best songs come from a broken heart

Why do they get involved? This is between us
In the end, it doesn't hurt me, nobody loves me either
But if I write to you, don't think I'm crazy anymore
And it's because the best songs come from a broken heart