Yuushinron

The lies I've told so far, the truths I've told so far,
Which is more suspicious, I've stopped searching.

The things I hate about myself, the things I like about myself,
Which is more, I've already understood, it's become sad.

If I'm going to be hated someday, if I'm going to be despised by the one I love,
Before that happens, I was the one who hated from my side.

But if someday I acknowledge someone, if I want to be loved, if I wish for that,
Before that happens, I'm loving from my side.

Because you cry so beautifully, I unintentionally laughed beside you.
When you do, you're also drawn to laugh, so I cry happily, I cry.

Cursed be the humans who curse tomorrow, blessed be the humans who dream of tomorrow,
I, who was searching for yesterday, am no longer there, not there.

You are a human battlefield, in this machine
I want to prepare one for each of the five levels.
This is not a river that won't flow, it's not a lie.
I will manifest a surprising effect, I will meet a new self,
Please protect me with a forecast for moderate precipitation.

Let's write this catchy phrase,
Hey, your crown,
Even when you succeed, you are the
Only God in the world
A love that can be confirmed by the naked eye, a God who can be met on Earth.

So that no one cries in vain,
Did you round the earth?
That's why if I can't meet you, I'll search for a corner and cry, cry.

So that no one wastes their life,
You ended your life.
So when you're not there, I'll hold my breath and wait.

When you do, you're always here,
Even though you came here, you're not here anymore.

The humans who dream of tomorrow are waiting for the meeting of the suicide witness.
Three minutes ago, I show my face again.

When I stopped breathing, our hearts were connected,
When I opened it, you were there.
If you're in the photograph, there's no problem, no, no, no.

The suicide witness from two seconds ago,
You changed me into an eternal happiness theorist.
You're not here anymore, not here, not here, not here, but
You're in this heart, facing forward, pulsing.
Live today, live today, and stay as you are now
High pressure, low pressure, send me that tattered love.