Mente o Corazón (feat. Lou Cornago)

What's the point of deceiving oneself
Depriving the love that doesn't stop of voice
My heart invited me to call you
Leaving a forgiveness on the table
A letter sewn to my silent wound
At the same time confessing
But you leave and come back
My head a pure whirlwind

I go blind with fear
I refuse to admit it
But I know it well
I haven't felt the same again
I distinguish your lips a year later
Missing you alone
Passing the hours
Dreaming of a maybe
Between lines I write a perhaps
Another one that I break again

I don't want time to heal
I need your wounds as a flag
So that when you long for me but hesitate
You know they would repeat stumbling upon your dilemmas
My heart shouted for me to wait for you
And my mind begged me to leave
I've tried so many times to forget you
But I'm still here in front of the paper with my dark circles

And even though it seems dangerous
Let's stop our clocks and I invite you
For a coffee to make me more nervous
And a hug that lasts an eternity

I don't know what's best
But I know I can't choose who I want
I forgot to forget this love
I denied the obviousness of accepting that I wait for you

I always lose my mind
When I listen to my inner self
You know I'm not the owner
Of what happens in my head
I wish the wind could
Erase everything I feel
And I don't even know who I am anymore
If I'm mind or heart

Let a heart without memory commit suicide
Telling stories halfway
Turning around like a ferris wheel
Turning the simple into a tragedy
She hurt you and left
Do you remember?
She tied the rope knot
Your trust deserted
While you cried
There's only another one flying between her legs

Don't cling to the past, idiot
You know you made me a promise
You wouldn't write to those mouths anymore
That come and go when they're interested
Keep the certainty
Of that time that doesn't make mistakes
Remembering that you waged war without truce
Ending up signing defeat and

Stop playing the fool
I'm sorry, but there's no time left for your stories
Because she preferred you to end up as strangers
Everything is breaking
It's killing you inside
But I'm not lying
I won't trust after her deceptions
I intend
For there to be no more years of regrets
Because the mind stores the damage
But the heart will never be safe
From another attempt and

Of course what leaves comes back
Think that you also win when you lose
Everything good ends
But it's learned
Words that mean nothing
If they're not felt
I don't want to see him again
He should have expired
A couple of forevers
Half-truths don't serve me, nor offend me
There's no past that surpasses this present

I always lose my mind
When I listen to my inner self
You know I'm not the owner
Of what happens in my head
I wish the wind could
Erase everything I feel
And I don't even know who I am anymore
If I'm mind or heart

Although I never thought of returning
To think of you again
I don't want to have to doubt
If I'm clear about what I want
I set your clock without looking
Because I know well that time is accurate
And if the mind refuses to try it and
The heart tells me to wait for you

What do I choose?