Posdata: Te Quiero

It's already late, you know
It hurts that loving you didn't work
That all the streets where we kissed
Draw memories that your mind erases today

I feel so foolish for believing you so much
For thinking you would be faithful to me
Days and nights wanting to have you
And you, staying behind my back with him

Who promised forever and lied
Who forgot it and broke my heart
Who offered me warmth
And left the illusion aside that tied this love

And no matter how much I showed you I fought for us
I didn't get your smile and I'm sorry
I just wanted to know you were mine
And that you didn't want other kisses

You know I gave you everything
And I wouldn't be able to hurt you
Nights of kisses, of love, and only
In a way that the other will never be able to give you

How weak, how fragile, how easy to hurt me
How stupid you make me feel for looking for you
For not valuing myself and for realizing so late
That you never wanted to stay

And I hate myself for everything I did for you
What I promised and what I was
What I felt was not worth it
Damn the day I didn't think of myself

Aunt, I hate you, I write to you on my paper
How foolish I've been, keeping quiet, fighting
Suffering, thinking that was your reason
And I receive your goodbye, there's nothing more to say

I don't want to see you in my life, do you understand?
I know you're not worth it
If I'm going to fight, it will be for someone who loves me
And doesn't play with me, I've wasted my time
Those sleepless nights giving you everything and you nothing
What a shame, you don't even deserve this song
And another will come who will value my kisses
And will want to stay by my side

Go away and never come back
Find another dog to follow you
Mature and learn that being
With someone means loving

You didn't care if I cried or if I was going through a hard time
Don't repeat that you love me
It was really seen what you feel
How lucky I am
To realize how little you're worth

And I hope things go badly for you and they give you what you did to me
You'll see what suffering is, and you'll cry and scream
And no one will hug you and you'll have nothing left to do
I'll turn my face, ignore you
I'll leave you without explanations
I'll forget you and go with another
And you'll feel foolish
You'll see how hard it is to move on
We'll never be friends, I swear

I won't forgive the harm you did
For me, you don't exist anymore, I won't be sad
For someone who didn't know how to value me
Stop promising things you never fulfilled
You said you were different, you lied again
I won't write to you again
Let the other write to you, and how foolish I was to trust

Every girl likes to have a song written for her, right?
Well, this is the one you deserve
You achieved it yourself, congratulations
And if I'm being tough, you were tougher, know that
I hope things go badly for you
Postscript: I love you
I love you far away