COMMERCIAL LOVE

I'm tired of messing everything up
Every time I drink
I'm living on the edge like
It's a game
I don't recognize myself, I wish I could be who I was before
Even if I have to screw up and learn again
I'm not gonna let these bitches get to know me
I'm not gonna show my good side
I'd rather they think I'm a jerk
And yeah, I am a jerk
Baby, I love you, I know it doesn't show

Girl, give me light if I'm horny
At night I think of you
I know I filled you with doubts at one point
But I didn't even know what I wanted for myself
I was lost in my mess
There was no one to save me
I'm still not stable, bae
I don't want to involve you
But you keep calling me
And it's not that easy
I feel like your face is worth it

We fuck and then we see each other later
Empty even though I'm living the dream
Fuck this love that drives me crazy
There's no love, for sure-
Sure we fuck and then we see each other later
Empty even though I'm living the dream
Fuck this love that drives me crazy
I've changed, I swear

Baby, I'm so high that I can't even understand you
If you leave the
City today, I understand this time
If you ask where I am, maybe I'll lie
And if I ask where you are
It's better if you lie to me
Girl, my apology is surely insignificant
But I still apologize, you'll always be a part of me
Okay, maybe I'm paying
For my most serious sins
I assume and take responsibility like my father did

I'm tired of messing everything up
Every time I drink
I'm living on the edge like
It's a game
I don't recognize myself, I wish I could be who I was before
Even if I have to screw up and learn again
I'm not gonna let these bitches get to know me
I'm not gonna show my good side
I'd rather they think I'm a jerk
And yeah, I am a jerk
Baby, I love you, I know it doesn't show, uh

Uh, yeah, yeah and yeah, I am a jerk
Baby, I love you, I know it doesn't show