Te Tengo Que Decir Que No

I need to tell you everything that's going on
My head's about to explode, it's so bad
How lonely I feel when I'm at home
I have to forget you, but it's gonna be tough

Leaving you was a problem, and it still haunts me
I can't help but think of you in a bad way
I like to hurt myself when I'm at home
Looking at some pictures to remember

I swear I understood
I had you and I lost you
I want you again
But it doesn't work like that
I want to see you
But a relationship
We both know we can't be together today

And this time
I have to tell you no
Don't expect anything from me tomorrow
No stories of yours to observe
No pretty pictures for me to like
I have to tell you no
No more love messages at night
No sweet phrases, no thousand reproaches from you that I’ll try to understand

And at night I can't sleep
Because with everything on my mind, I want to be with you
I need to tell you
All the things that hurt and kill me, and I want to be with you
How hard it is for me to lie
They ask me if I miss you, and the truth is I want to be with you
So many times I wanted to demand it
And even though it's hard to let go, I don't know if I want to be with you

I swear I understood
I had you and I lost you
I want you again
But it doesn't work like that
I want to see you
But a relationship
We both know we can't be together today

And this time
I have to tell you no
Don't expect anything from me tomorrow
No stories of yours to observe
No pretty pictures for me to like
I have to tell you no
No more love messages at night
No sweet phrases, no thousand reproaches from you that I’ll try to understand

I need to tell you everything that's going on
My head's about to explode, it's so bad