Adiós Papá

I can't forget you if not
I don't even know how to do it
I need you, but you are so far away
Do you remember the first time
You started to be born
Little by little your path
Began to grow
You smiled on the days
Most difficult of your life
It didn't matter if at the table
You lacked food
You were happy with the love
That mom gave you
Who would say that destiny
Was going to separate them
In your eyes, the light of the sun
Didn't come out again

The bed was empty
Inside your room
I accept to be with you
Until death comes for me
Your promise at the altar
Before mom's eyes
Do you feel the wings?
Because you become an angel
This is your journey to
The land of never again!

I hope wherever you are
You can hear me
I'm sorry I can't
Take your hand, you're out of reach
Many times I
Have been angry with you
Because you were
The one who decided to work
In mining, you know
There is danger
You got infected with
That damn disease

You left a huge
Void in my heart
I leave you my rose
Hanging in your drawer
I want to feel your voice
I want to feel your warmth
I want to feel your love
I want to feel your scent
Tell me what's the use
Of having to live now

I'm not the only one
Who cries at your departure
They tell me I have
To let you rest in peace
At night I
Wake up thinking of you, dad
I need a hug
Even if just for a second
Become a dream
In the deepest dream

Take me with you
To know every place
I need your voice
To advise me
On cold nights
I look at the shine of the moon
I am the wolf
That cries and howls for you
Thinking of so many
Things I could have lived with you
Seeing you as a
Father and as a best friend

I want you to know that
Despite so much time
What I feel for you
Is not consumed
Every passing day
The love increases
The black
And white days have changed color
I must leave you in peace
I must leave you calm
Like a warrior
I must face destiny
That's why I
Write you my last song
Goodbye

My soul can no longer
Bear this pain
I smile because I know
You are in a better place
Lying on a cloud
Next to our creator
I ask for forgiveness for
Not being able to follow your steps
It's what affects me the most
And brings me down
Nothing is the same since
The day of your departure

I could never tell you
How much I loved you
And I hate it so much
When it's Father's Day
You're not here present
To celebrate you
Wake you up with a
Kiss and a smile, dad
The bed no longer
Holds you and all I can do is cry

The days go by
And I keep writing
How much I miss you
And I hope for our reunion
I have a secret
That I want to tell you
When I feel
You help me keep going
Because you took me out
Of every dark place
You make the beats
Of my heart feel pure

If I need something
I won't hesitate to talk to you
I trust your wings
That guide me like an angel
Thank you for everything
Dad, you were the best
This kid says goodbye to you
In this song
I miss you so much that
I formed a sea of tears
This damn pain turned me
Into a rap star