Too Much

Don't overthink it
Too much, too much, too much
No need to rush
Don't overthink it
Too much, too much, too much
It's more than just a new desire for you, yeah

Mechanically wake up
Mechanically put on makeup
Getting used to the receiving life
Consciousness breakup
When did I ever satisfy myself?
Achieving dreams and going wild
Just to be comfortable, getting by
Swallowing the fire up to my throat

Yeah, I'm disgusted with myself too
The sharp blade has dulled
The wrinkles of a twenty-year-old
I was afraid of change
If someone peeks into my mind
They'll surely laugh at me
Now that I'm lost
I can hear my old friends laughing

Hey, but I just wanted to show what I got
Just wanted to rap
You said I'm a puppet, fuck, I'm not
Too many thoughts in my head
I'll take a break and wait
Through this relentless year of waves

Yeah, I'm a monster
Once I became a monster, I can't be human anymore
Can't be like you again
Even if that's why people chew me up
Whether I'm an artist or an idol
Don't give a fuck, this is my life
Whether it's poison or food, it's the table I set

Don't overthink it
Too much, too much, too much
No need to rush
Don't overthink it
Too much, too much, too much
It's more than just a new desire for you, yeah

I, who could only see the sea and desert, now see the universe
The small studio I thought was everything in the world
Now barely look outside
I thought it was a real
Got no time to chill
No time nobody to get healed
Too many stars, too many dreams
Realizing I'm just dust in front of them
What I could do was to fiercely suppress myself
Suppressing my anger and hitting it
Making myself stronger

Yeah, I'm a fucking monster
Idol young fans hate me
'Cause I'm a fucking monster
Hip-hop fans hate me
'Cause I'm a fucking idol rapper
Who can't come to their concert

Yeah, right?
Feels refreshing now, right?
So how you doing, bitches?
I'm making fucking money
Fine, thank you, and you, bitches

Every interview was like that
Finding your happiness
But lately, I'm confused sometimes
Have I found my happiness?
Being able to do all the music I want, all those words I want to say
The moment I hoped for
Being able to face the dream I longed for
I definitely achieved the dream
But hesitating behind that dream
Thinking too much
I captured the me who was just longing for something

Don't overthink it
Too much, too much, too much
No need to rush
Don't overthink it
Too much, too much, too much
It's more than just a new desire for you

Don't overthink it
Too much, too much, too much
No need to rush
Don't overthink it
Too much, too much, too much
It's more than just a new desire for you

Let it go
Let it go
Just let it go
Let it go
Whatever it is