Me Dedique a Perderte

Why didn't I kiss you in the soul when I still could
why didn't I embrace life when I had it
and I didn't realize when you were hurting
and I didn't know the damage I was causing

How come I never noticed you weren't smiling anymore
and that before turning off the light you didn't say anything
that love slipped away from you, that the day had come
that you didn't feel me anymore, that it didn't hurt you anymore

I dedicated myself to losing you
and I was absent in moments that are gone forever
I dedicated myself to not seeing you
and I locked myself in my world and you couldn't stop me
and I distanced myself a thousand times
and when I came back, I had lost you forever
and I wanted to stop you and then I discovered you were looking at me differently
I dedicated myself to losing you, I dedicated myself to losing you

Why didn't I fill you with me when there was still time
why couldn't I understand what I now understand
that you were everything to me and I was blind
I left you for later, damn ego