Lo Siento

You always said you would never leave
But that it would be fine
Not fighting for what you want
Only has one name and it's called losing

If I hurt you
It wasn't without loving you, but unintentionally
Just tell me what you prefer
If you have the choice to have or to fear

You only think about how it ends
I only think about how I will end
One day, you tell me: I lack the desire
Another, I think about it and never won you over

I did everything for you to stay
Now I think about it and what I'm left with
Time lost, maybe I have gained
From missing you to telling you that

I'm sorry
For making you waste time
For thinking that another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy

I burst
Because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand us
If I never understood you or myself

I know
That not caring about the past
That used to kill me, is just growing
That we have never been two
Since, counting fear, we were three

Because we are so alike
That if I leave, you will leave too
The mistake is having a problem
And never learning

If I'm going to stay, let it be with you
If I'm going to run, let it be on the edge
I know the future wasn't in front
Now I realize that I punish myself

I already won over time and it's not lost
I never remember, but I don't forget
There are more cards that were never played
Because there are no longer strengths for the one who wrote it

I'm sorry
For making you waste time
For thinking that another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy

I burst
Because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand us
If I never understood you or myself

Because your successes will say where you are
And your failures only where to go
What good is the quantity to me
If only intensity will make me happy?

Before doing what will destroy us
I prefer to save myself and become myself
Now I understand that you can't give me
What you don't have or live in you

I'm sorry
For making you waste time (time)
For thinking that another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy

I burst
Because sometimes I don't even understand myself (understand me)
How am I going to understand us
If I never understood you or myself

You always said you would never leave
But that it would be fine
Not fighting for what you want
Only has one name and it's called losing

If I hurt you
It wasn't without loving you, but unintentionally
Just tell me what you prefer
If you have the choice to have or to fear