HTQYNEA (part. Livinlargeinvenus)

Dice

This song is for you, for all the things I couldn't say
You were the most beautiful flower in my fucking garden
I'll never forget your scent or your crimson lips, yeah
It's been a while since you were here
Holy shit, now that I'm starting to win, why did I lose you? Yeah

I'll take care of Juanjo, word of G
If I'm Casanova, it's thanks to you
The first to hold me in your arms the day I was born
I was the last to hold you and see you leave
You left and the ties broke, piece of what I once was, yeah

It's been a while since you were here
It hurts like a stab
Knowing you won't come back to me
Yeah-eh-eh

You were my second mother, you just missed breastfeeding me
And the recipe for croquettes
I named the album after you so you know
That it was what got me to the finish line

I feel alone in the booth, on the plane, or in the boutique
Alone even when I'm with someone in the Ritz suite
Alone on the train platform that I lost time and time again
Black coffee, whiskey neat, just a little bit

I went from being at my peak to sinking like the Titanic
And God here, throwing me low kicks
If you're just and necessary, why do you act like this?
If I deserve a calvary, come on, I'm right here

So alone on stage, singing to drunks in stadiums about you
To get a miracle
In the neighborhood it was 12,000 even though you weren't there
Where's a confessional? I'm tired of lying

Yeah, all the streams, VIP rooms, mannequins
Fashion Week and the features to get on playlists
The festivals and the tracklist, Spotify and the pitch
I'd trade it all in a heartbeat to be with you, for real, for real

It's been a while since you were here
It hurts my soul, ah-ah (oh)

For all the kisses I didn't give you, for being here and there
When I'm shooting a video I always think of you
Missed calls I saw, that I never returned
Do you know how much it hurts that we won't hear your voice again?

In fact, in the end, I understood
That your heart no longer fit in your chest and your heartbeat faded
Another Christmas and the table without you, yeah
It's been a while since—

Di-Di-They say time heals everything, but there are scars
That last a lifetime, like Matilde
And I made this song for you, yeah
It's been a while since you were here

It's been a while since you were here
LivinLargeInVenus