Memories

I grab another drink 'cause I'm scared at night, I
I'm alone here, girl
I see through your lies
I don't want a buddy, I need someone to ride or die
Lying here solo, feels like I'm finally taking flight

Terrified of facing death alone, these issues never get resolved
I know you're up, waiting for me to hit you up
But babe, I'm trying to move on, you just won't let me be
Trying to hold back tears, I'm really falling apart

Everything's getting colder, carrying all this weight on my shoulders
Here, facing death alone, nothing left, I'm sober
Just wanna move forward, unsure if we're through
Just wanna move on, but you won't give me closure
No one here to lend a hand, been on this journey
Damn, am I dead or alive?

No one around as I pass by, they don't even hear
Seeing demons at night, tempting me to fall
There's nothing here for me, spreading my wings
They don't care for me, just shattered memories
Your love was all I craved, now you've moved on
All we could've had, just a sad tale for me

I grab another drink 'cause I'm scared at night, I
I'm alone here, girl
I see through your lies
I don't want a buddy, I need someone to ride or die
Lying here solo, feels like I'm finally taking flight

Terrified of facing death alone, these issues never get resolved
I know you're up, waiting for me to hit you up
But babe, I'm trying to move on, you just won't let me be
Trying to hold back tears, I'm really falling apart