Sin Querer

It was the rain we saw falling
the reason why this cold continues
In the darkest stage of staying
or just being.

That side we all have.
That journey we all made.
The hope we almost lost.
The bitter tango that we danced.
That time to build and destroy.

I didn't lose anything, nor do I lose anything.
Winning is giving everything and not dying in the attempt.
At least that's what I learned.
In that place where I find myself
when I am lost.

It was the rain we saw falling
The question that determines
The purest moment of staying
and being...

I'm coming to terms with my scars,
trying to learn it,
preparing that plan to make everything simpler
I'm coming to terms and I continue...

I continue... I continue... I KEEP STANDING.
I realize what I pursue.

I step on the gas at 100 and 220.
I know I'm screwed.

And it was unintentionally
that I learned to know
that stopping in time has its craft.
Unintentionally the reason why this vigor continues.

And it was like that, unintentionally, that I learned
to have a place where I am not lost.
Lost!!