Quando Finisce Un Amore

When love ends just like mine did
without a reason or a motive, without anything
you feel a lump in your throat,
you feel a hole in your stomach
you feel an emptiness in your head and you don't understand anything
and a friend is no longer enough for you and distracting yourself is no longer enough
and getting drunk is no longer enough for you
and nothing is enough for you now
and deep down you think, there must be a reason
and you desperately search for a motive
yet there is never a reason
why love should end
and you would like to change your face, and you would like to change your name
and you would like to change the air, and you would like to change your life
and you would like to change the world
but you know perfectly well
that it wouldn't help you at all
because she's there, because she's there
because she's there in your bones
because she's in your mind
because she's in your life
and you couldn't send her away anymore,
even if you changed your face
even if you changed your name
even if you changed the air
even if you changed your life
even if the world changed
but, if I could reason about it
I would know perfectly well that tomorrow will be different
she won't be herself anymore
I won't be the same man
maybe I will have already forgotten her
maybe if I could reason about it
and if I could reason about it
but I can't, because ...
when love ends ...