6 AM

Hey
It's almost six in the morning
I haven't slept a wink, another night awake
And I don't know what to do, and I don't know what to do
Now that the pay's looking good
Bills are all settled
I wonder, what now?
And what now?
I feel like I'm a god
Even though I know I can never be one
Now it's ten, not just two
The pills I gotta take
Since my dad passed away
Everything's been dark
He’s got my back, but I’d rather see him
There's a reason for everything
And money's the reason I pulled away

I don’t answer questions
I don’t like having doubts
I don’t like being in debt
Even the settled ones count
But you’re a son of a bitch
I’m pissed, but I’ll be back
I see gray skies every day
Now I’ll achieve everything I ever wanted
Now that I have it, you’re gone
Does God even exist?

Maybe they’re just blessing me
Tears fall, melting like ice
Hey, I think of my old man when I light one up
I remember his advice, I remember his jokes
But you’re in another place
And I’m still in the same world
Give me a few seconds to think
Why things happened this way
Give me a few minutes to remember
Everything I lived with you
Ah, but we’re born to die
We all are born to die
And I was born to die
Not much time left to die

I throw an amen up to the sky
From my alleyway
I throw an amen up to the sky
When I light it up
I throw an amen up to the sky
For everyone who’s passed on
I throw an amen up to the sky
Oh, oh oh