So Alone

Nobody told me that getting rich
Was going to be so lonely
How I miss dad
And I miss my neighborhood

Loneliness again is what I'm rhyming
No matter how much I look for myself, I haven't found me
Another joint that they're passing me
Another line that I'm inhaling

Everything is growing, everything is changing
I don't know if I'm ready and I'm always in charge
XL what I'm folding
Many bills that I'm counting

Tell me, cousin, how everything has happened
Happy with my present, missing the past
Walking with my shadow, I talk to the Moon
I hope she answers all my questions
The investment returns, there's no doubt about that

Sky's the limit and I'm still at the height
So alone, so alone
With me and my shadow
So alone, so alone
With me and my shadow
I don't feel pain
Insane of the brain

I light it up again, I understand it again
Anxiety stop eating me
I ask for another chance to see you again
Another pill more
Another birthday more

Nothing is the same anymore even if it feels the same
I don't know if I'm okay or if I'm wrong
For me, money just comes and goes
Like the loyalty of that friend I still ask for
Not to come back
So alone, so alone
With me and my shadow
So alone, so alone
With me and my shadow