Aki Hayakawa

A damn like Chainsaw Man!

It snowed so early
I played with despair
Envy of my brother always being first
The most talked about, the most loved
Always good to me

Always good to me
My first friend

Demons? Use them to your advantage
I don't cling to others
I treat revenge as a vice
Don't trust demons, treat them all like trash!
More fear, the stronger they become
Without fear, they don't come back alive!

I accept the contract
The choice is easy
In exchange for my life, I hunt demons!
I accept the contract
The choice is easy
In exchange for my life
The demons, I-

What hurts more, crying or pretending I'm okay?
What hurts more? Not being able to save anyone!
What hurts more, crying or pretending I'm okay?
What hurts more? Not being able to save anyone!

Chainsaw Man!
Not being able to save anyone
Not being able to save anyone
Chainsaw Man!
Not being able to save anyone
Not being able to save anyone
Chainsaw Man!
Not being able to save anyone
Not being able to save anyone
Chainsaw Man!
Not being able to save anyone

Talking about devouring oneself to know evil
Talking about devouring oneself to know evil

Everything was lost
My brother, my family, my shelter
And the villain? Not even seen anymore
Just one shot was enough to wipe these living beings off the map!
Pistol Demon, meet the demon you created when you left
Then ask me: What's shocking?
I saw work colleagues die in the shit!
And do you think I cry? I smoke a cigarette for each death out there
And I like that smell on my clothes
Understand the deal, I prefer the smoke to the blood of our own!

I know it's a shell
A life of deceit
I fight for mine
But my mourning is a knife
Stuck in my chest, I know it controls me
Stuck in my chest, I know it controls me

They banned weapons as the answer
It wasn't the solution, but I saw some improvement
This media is so fucked up
An accident like this causing losses generates engagement and they act like snakes!

In the end, I know what everyone posts
Violence oozes from the fingers of idiots
If the fire is in the backyard, they pretend to be good patriots
But if it's in the neighbor's, they laugh behind their backs

See what's left
Running in the shadows, afraid of weapons, wars, what a drag!
Don't be fooled, the freedom they show is an empty life locked in their paranoia

Depression charges you
Products isolate you
The more demons in the streets
They normalize killing and, if they wanted change, today they settle for anguish

Like a damn Chainsaw Man, I'm a damn here too
Like a damn Chainsaw Man, I'm a damn here too

What hurts more, crying or pretending I'm okay?
What hurts more? Not being able to save anyone!
What hurts more, crying or pretending I'm okay?
What hurts more? Not being able to save anyone!

Chainsaw Man! Who do you ask for?
I can save everyone but your fear is what keeps Chainsaw Man!
Who do you ask for?
I can save everyone but your fear is what keeps Chainsaw Man!
Who do you ask for?
I can save everyone but your fear is what keeps Chainsaw Man!
Who do you ask for?
I can save everyone but your fear is what keeps

Why did you have to die?
I don't have time, give me a cigarette
Even the fox left me aside
I don't have time, give me a cigarette
Even my vice reminds me of you
Crying for you now is all I can do
I don't have time, I accept the contract!

Numbered days, but who's counting?
And if I, and if I tell you that we are worth so little
The future?
Fuck!
The city? Gray
Now that I know, I'm getting so crazy
This is the price of a pact
I'm seeing it! It's beautiful
Aren't you seeing it? I'm weak! How can I change that?
That's impossible for a simple wretch!

The future is too much, too much to bear
I just wanted revenge
The future is too much!
Why did I go looking?
It only made me face a future too much, too much to bear!
A future too much, too much to bear
A future too much

I regret it!
Ironically, ironically, thinking that my only friends are these demons!
I regret it!
Ironically, ironically, thinking that my only friends are these demons!
I regret it!
Ironically, ironically, thinking that my only friends are these demons!
Now I understand
Ironically, ironically! I learned to respect these demons and the blame is on an angel