Flores

I'm gonna lock myself in my empty pain
I don't want the outside, I don't want to hear love
I fell for the pain, in person I was better
But being the worst, the worst of the best

I'm what you want to be and what I never wanted to be
A girl changed me and they changed me for pleasure
I'm who your girlfriend thinks of when she's in the dark
I live in my world and my world is you

The pain is my boyfriend, I married the hurt
Divorced from love, shattered inside
That one person can hurt a heart so much
I'd rather get shot than look her in the eyes

The rain echoes in my head all damn day
I have a depression that doesn't heal with friends
It doesn't heal like AIDS, it doesn't heal and it doesn't grow
You left me with drought, with a drought of joy