Nirvana

Here sitting on my balcony
I see how the wind plays with the waves
How you are omnipresent
I know you're listening to me right now
I appreciate another day of life
The health you give to mom, dad
To my sister, my children, my nephews
To that great woman who has tolerated me for so many years
Please also protect my friends
I consider them brothers
And forgive me if I'm asking for too much
But also shelter my followers
I know I'm still in debt to you for the gift you granted me
For so many blessings
My intention is not to disrespect you
But there are things that perhaps due to my ignorance I would like to ask

Here I am confused, kneeling
Very vulnerable, but I don't lose faith
Excuse my honesty
I just express my doubts
How do you allow so much evil in this world?

Wars and deaths
We asking for mercy
Innocent children being abused
Where are you?

A year ago you took Uncle
Relatively young, healthy
I'm still hurt
And it's not that I'm questioning you
But you know my heart well

And that sudden departure left me messed up, kind of furious
A guy who didn't harm anyone
To end up like that in intensive care
Agonizing, while his wife begs you for a miracle

Tell me, my God

Wars and deaths
We asking for mercy
Innocent children being abused
Where are you?

I don't understand your guidelines
The one who kills is saved
And they enter your Eden
Rapists who assault, mistreat women
And you grant them mercy

How do I understand it?
How do I take it?
How do you choose a religion?
How to believe in the Bible?
Another priest in perversion

The world keeps getting worse and it's not Tokischa's fault
Anuel speaks very badly, but he's not a terrorist
Condemn that bastard from Houston, Texas in school
The innocent souls he took without mercy
Parents don't find relief in condolences

And I know I'm questioning you
But I keep praying to you
I don't see you, but I feel you
May my faith not be in vain

When I'm in doubt
I just hope that you hear me
Open up your arms and just take me into nirvana
Into the clouds
Just for you to come tell me
That you've always been around
And I should've known by now

My son, I notice you're very disoriented
Listen to my words
There's no one who can understand the world I've created
Another human being giving me a questionnaire

And there won't be change if you don't change your inner self
Don't let the demon inside win
I wanted to show them a reflection, of what they've become
And they crucified the one who brought the mirror

I shed my blood on a cross
And they're still questioning me
But I still love them
It's not convenient for them to lose faith
Nothing will be in vain