I Am

Hello my love, it's been a while since I wrote to you
And today I woke up wanting to sing to what is mine
If we haven't talked in a while, we're already strangers
I'm happy for the past, no one can take away what I've learned

A rhyme that doesn't rhyme, a hug that never happened
A blow to your self-esteem, the one I lifted so much
Today I fill the bathtub, waiting to see if you get in
With more desire to clean what I've dirtied so much

How many screams in your fury, how many were of pleasure?
I could control the euphoria of not being able to have you
I almost took myself to glory, as I always messed up
Every mistake makes me bigger, I lose everything but faith

Companion, lover of life, of the good things, you left me a good message and that's all that remains
There's no time to regret, we're humans out here
You so hippie, me so pity, we were beautiful as an idea

I am destruction even if I don't want to be
It's the fury of the past repressed in my own way
I moved seas with songs so tears wouldn't rain, to save myself in times of temporary drought

I am everything you didn't want to see, your idealization to not lose
I walked through fire for you
Sometimes it's not always about wanting, it's about being able

The anxiety that never stops gnawing at me
I am the time that won't come back to find me
The reproaches I made before you left, ha!, I erased them to not see them everywhere
I made bonfires of what were ashes, because fire and hunger consume me
It confuses me when the skin bristles, because I lost you but I know I had you

I am everything you didn't want to see, your idealization to not lose
I walked through fire for you
Sometimes it's not always about wanting, it's about being able

I am the blood on the floor of defeat, the pain when tears flow
I am the anguish when you raise your glass in search of eyes that are not there to make a statement
Today I spill my liquor in front of your absence, for the blows left by adolescence, I lost all innocence in one fell swoop
Being another idiot claiming insanity, and I won't kneel before any saint
I am my God, my destiny is what I endure
I know who I am, what I give, and how long
I'll be waiting for you until I die

I am everything you didn't want to see, your idealization to not lose
I walked in fear and scared you
Sometimes it's not always about wanting, it's about being able

  1. Cambia Todo
  2. D-Bap
  3. Soy
  4. OPORTUNIDAD
  5. XANAX DE 2
  6. MUNDO ROTO
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