Soy

Hello my love, I haven't written to you for a while
And today I woke up wanting to sing to what is mine
If we haven't talked for a while, we're already strangers
I am happy for the past, who can take away what I have learned?

A rhyme that doesn't rhyme, a hug that wasn't
A bar to your self-esteem, the one I raised so much
Today I'm filling the bathtub, I'm waiting to see if you get in
More eager to clean up what makes you so dirty

How many screams with your fury, how many were of pleasure?
I was able to control the euphoria of not being able to have you
I almost got glory, as usual I screwed up
Every mistake makes me bigger, I lose everything but faith

Companion, lover of life, of the good ones, you left me a good message and that is the only thing left
There is no time for regrets, we are humans out here
You so hippie, I so pity, we were cute as an idea

It's that I am destruction even if I don't want to be
It's the fury of the past repressed in my own way
I moved seas with songs so that tears would not rain, to protect myself in times of temporary drought

I am everything you didn't want to see, your idealization so as not to lose
I walked through fire for you
Sometimes it is not always about wanting, being able

The anxiety that never stops eating away at me
I am the time that will not come back to look for me
The reproaches I made to you before you left, ha!, I erased them so I wouldn't see them everywhere
I made bonfires of what were ashes, because the fire with hunger consumes me
It confuses me when my skin crawls, because I lost you but I know I had you

I am everything you didn't want to see, your idealization so as not to lose
I walked through fire for you
Sometimes it's not always about wanting to be able to

I am the blood on the floor of defeat, the pain when tears flow from you
I am the anguish when you raise your glass in search of the eyes that are not there to make a note
Today I spill my liquor in front of your absence, because of the blows that adolescence left, in one fell swoop I lost all my innocence

Being another moron claiming insanity, and I don't kneel before any saint
I am my God, my destiny is what I endure
I know who I am, I know what I give, and I know until when
Until I die I will be waiting for you

I am everything you didn't want to see, your idealization so as not to lose
I walked in fear and scared you
Sometimes it is not always about wanting, being able