Screaming Against The Xxxxxxx

Pushed to the edge, I run away, then come back again
Searching for words in the chaos, finally find what to say

If I have to lie just to get by
I’d rather have burnt-out ashes than fake diamonds that shine

Days are closed off, lost in the dark
But I won’t give up, still climbing, making my mark
Up and down, it’s a cycle, falling again
I’ve had enough of this pretty illusion, reality’s a pain
Overflowing with the absurdity of this time
Nothing changes, stand up, it’s alright?

Full of complaints, screaming wow
Facing it all, screaming wow
Throwing everything away, just being me
This is my song to fight, wow

Feels like I’m losing it, screaming wow
Still my broken heart is screaming wow
Up and down, crying and laughing
Just living

Become the contradiction of a crisis, just losing days
Irresponsible encouragement, just words that cause pain
Lining up lies to cover up the truth
If it’s fake diamonds, then let them burn out and fade

Both left and right, it’s all dark talk
The situation’s gone to hell, it’s a total shock
In a time where real words don’t reach
I won’t sell my soul, no way, I’ll teach
Warning, feeling it every morning
The harsh winds are blowing, I’m still soaring
Dive to the deeper
Fly to the higher, alright?

Full of pain, screaming wow
Standing up for myself, screaming wow
Throwing everything away, just being me
This is my song to resist, wow

Feels like I’m losing it, screaming wow
Still my broken heart is screaming wow
Up and down, crying and laughing
Just living

Hiding my true face, emotions about to break
Let go of the suppressed impulses, it’s time to awake

Full of complaints, screaming wow
Facing it all, screaming wow
Throwing everything away, just being me
This is my song to fight, wow

Feels like I’m losing it, screaming wow
Still my broken heart is screaming wow
Up and down, crying and laughing
This is my song to fight, wow

Full of complaints, screaming wow
Facing it all, screaming wow
Full of pain, screaming wow
Standing up for myself, screaming wow