If It Is You

Why is it so difficult for you
To properly see me struggling

Just having you
I'm surprised I can be in pain
On a tiring day
Even dreaming hurts me

If it were you, how would it be
These crazy days
If they were your days

If you, like me, alone
Break down, would you understand
As if my heart is about to burst
The pain that fills me
And how much I long for you

If I were you
I would just love me

My heart is empty to the bottom
Everything surrounding me
Is afraid

If everyone falls in love
They say it's happiness, who says that
Only looking at the back
To the one who loves like that

If it were you, how would it be
These crazy days
If they were your days

If I were you
I would just love me

I already know you've answered me
The meaning of an answer without an answer
Even though I know everything
I pretend not to know

I don't know what's wrong with me these days
I can't sleep comfortably
I can't swallow anything

Looking at you
Will you know that I'm falling apart
Even if I feel like dying
Even if you won't come to me
Even if I know you only look elsewhere

I feel like
I can't let go of you