23

I wanted to start this year off with you, really strong
But I wasn't enough, and I let them mess with my mind
By comments from people who don’t feel, I wasn’t patient
I thought what we had wouldn’t end and would last forever
No, but it all ended, and my life changed
I just wanted to know if I was the one to blame

And even though I want to call you
I know it’s too late, you’re living another life and you’ve got someone new
Maybe he gives you more attention, but you know it’s not the same as with me
I used to play with your hair while I said slowly that I loved you more
But now you’re gone

And you have a message from last night that I left on your voicemail
I wanted to tell you it wasn’t a mistake
I was drinking and just thinking about you
Baby, how are you now that we’re not together?
I don’t have anyone to sort out my issues
You were my best match, and since you’re gone, the vibe is dead

No, and it’s another new year, where I don’t see you
Trying not to fall for you, sometimes I block you
It’s another new ass, that I don’t believe in anymore
And that’s why I end up writing you this song

And to not think of you, I smoke another blunt to take me somewhere else
And just in case I wanted to find you, I remember you have someone trying to keep you safe
And even though I want to forget you, I can’t
Even though I want to find you, I shouldn’t
To try not to think of you, I drink today
Because you’re not here, no one looks out for me
Today I have to learn how to live without you

And even though I want to call you
I know it’s too late, you’re living another life and you’ve got someone new
Maybe he gives you more attention, but you know it’s not the same as with me
I used to play with your hair while I said slowly that I loved you more
But now you’re gone

R-S-E-L