Mi Carne y Yo

I'm tired of myself and my life
I've been a while and I don't try to find a way out
Understanding reality and human nature
Is like living with a wound that doesn't heal

I have this problem in me that doesn't let me
The desire to do evil in me doesn't go away
I seek to do good, but this feeling leaves
A sensation that creates complex situations

Sometimes I don't recognize myself, I look in the mirror
I see how my reflection only gets older
I deal with envy, with lust and hatred
I am overwhelmed by apathy and pride on its podium

Thoughts attack, robbing good feelings
Leaving me in a depressive state and it's obvious
I want to withdraw, remove, give up
Escape, disappear, and die

They have told me I'm bipolar
I have no wings and they want to teach me to fly, it's fatal
I'm tired of myself and this reality in my body
Sometimes I wake up alive wishing to be dead

My flesh and I
With Jesus you can do everything
Seek justice, the kingdom of God first
With Jesus you can do everything
Better than yesterday because clearer than yesterday I understood

With Jesus you can do everything
Your love is greater than my passion
With Jesus you can do everything
So wake up

I'm happy with myself and my life
It feels good that every bad moment finds a way out
Understanding His mercy and eternal love
They free me from living a hell on earth

I have this privilege of having in my body
The desire for His living presence that has not died
I seek to do evil and your goodness doesn't let me
Your immense love has left my life perplexed

Sometimes I marvel, I look in the mirror
I see myself rejuvenated, I smile at my reflection
I deal with being grateful and having faith in people
I pray for my enemies constantly

I am very optimistic and His peace impresses me
When I pray I can see how everything works
I want to stay, I want to progress, I want to continue
I want to beautify someone's future

They have told me I am not weak and that I am strong
My greatest desire is that, when I see God after death
He receives me and I can hear His voice say
Welcome, I am proud of you

My flesh and I