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Father, I know that a heart without faith dies
And the hope that strongly embraced disappears
I confess, without praying as I should, I've been carrying for months
And I kissed with those desires that stress me out
That I've kissed girls I don't love
That everything is the same to me and you don't listen when I cry out
Rubinsky asked me if I had prayed for him
And I said yes, I lied and lying is a sin
I wanted to be able to tell you that I've cried a lot
But it's not true, I feel disappointed in myself
You know me better than anyone, God
The deepest part of me that not even I or anyone else

Sometimes frustrated by the situation at home
Even mom asks about dad as if nothing is happening
And I knowing her situation and that dad is dead
I remain firm, because I know I'm not alone in the desert

Father, I haven't read the Bible as I should
I haven't been as intimate as I want
My eyes have gone after the lost
But when I take a step and get lost first

Father, the desire for what I desire has left me
Maintaining my integrity, proclaiming it in the coliseums
Free the one who knew the truth
My life is miserable if I don't live it in integrity

Father, I need you to do something
It's like I have the key to my prison but I don't get out
Father, this really feels bitter
Without victimizing myself but what I carry is heavy
Your word says that you carry my burden
But the list of conscience burden is long

Father, I just wish, that the sun rises
Father, to live in holiness without hiding it
Rubinsky asked me why I don't sing anymore
That infant told him that he hasn't listened to me in so long
Not to allow Manuel to die
To speak more from within than from outside

Father, I come to you directly
Because honestly I feel powerless
Father, because I don't know how to do things right
Because for a long time now I haven't felt 100%
I come confidently to express what I feel
Because I want to raise my hands without hindrance
That even if malicious eyes are watching me
And criticize, to have peace, because inside I'm growing

I came to ask for forgiveness, I came for you to heal the cancer
That don't allow me to grow or move forward
That in the midst of this storm I find calm
And prosper, just as my soul prospers

Father, I feel that this is different
I'm in a 911, I need you urgently
Your love is greater than my passion
And I haven't known what fasting and prayer are for a while

Father, I want to be one and not two
That Rubinsky and Manuel be one voice
One face with one single appearance
One heart that nothing separates, amen