Y sentir tal vez

In secret,
I see you in secret and can't stop thinking
that distance always tries to hide
what darkness doesn't stop shouting
in secret
you see me with her and I have to see you with her
I don't know what I have that makes me want to drive you crazy
dying of anger because I can't know
what it would be like to wake up next to you
tremble in your arms until I fall asleep
and maybe feel the desire to live, to live

I keep the words I'll tell you someday
and in the present, they are far away
but I will always love you
I will live, always thinking of your song
and your way of looking at me when we make love
I break the chains and someday I will return
to be yours as if you were part of me
I feel a slow burn that burns my skin
and in your song, I will wait for you.

What would it be like to imagine every day with you
being the confidant of the doubts you had
being in your life what you are to me
I would shout so you feel I'm not moving away from you
I would reproach every doubt you had
and in your arms, I would stop pretending
what it would be like to wake up next to you
tremble in your arms until I fall asleep
and maybe feel the desire to live, to live.