Meisai

When the last month passes, will this place clear up?
Will we eventually forget each other?
The answer from the awakened reason, I just laughed.
Pulling out the thorns that pierced deep,
Like a fool, I sought something.
I looked for a tomorrow where I could play my part.

Give me deeper wounds in this body,
And pain, sadness, please.
To this self-destructive victim, may luck be on my side.
If I lay it all bare, there shouldn’t be a problem, right?
Confusion turns into trembling.
I can’t see any bravado, now or later.

Crying, crying, what do I gaze at in the bright daylight, what do I scream?
I can’t do anything, and in front of me, it’s raining.

Struggling, tangled, the scattered sorrow is colored by loneliness.
I was afraid of the initial impulse.
Reason is crumbling into decay, and even tomorrow,
Ah, can you hear my voice?

Indefinable-evanescent life.

When the last month passes, will this place clear up?
Will we eventually forget each other?
The answer from the awakened reason, I just laughed.
Pulling out the thorns that pierced deep,
Like a fool, I sought something.
I looked for a tomorrow where I could play my part.

Days with you fade away, drifting apart.
In the end, I said "goodbye" to you.

Struggling, tangled, the scattered sorrow is loneliness.
I was afraid of the initial impulse.
Reason is crumbling into decay, and even tomorrow,
Ah, can you hear my voice?

Indefinable-evanescent life.

Crying, crying, what do I gaze at in the bright daylight, what do I scream?
I can’t do anything, and in front of me, it’s raining.
Can you hear me? Even if I scream from a distant place,
What you gave me was too much to bear.

Struggling, tangled, the scattered sorrow is loneliness.
I was afraid of the initial impulse.
Reason is crumbling into decay, and even tomorrow,
Ah, can you hear my voice?

Indefinable-evanescent life.