Desabafo

Anxiety is suffocating me
I can't breathe anymore
Volume up high and playing on the headphones

That sad sound to calm me down

Nights reflecting, I end up crying
Once again I come to vent
Disrupted sleep, shaken psyche
I'm too weak to go on

Every day I think about disappearing from here
This emptiness seems to have no end

Tired mind, I'm exhausted
I do nothing anymore, I'm finished
I spend the whole night awake
Thinking about everything I did wrong

It hurts too much
I can't take it anymore
Always thinking about giving up
Tell me how to do it
I just wanted to have peace
To be able to sleep every night

It hurts too much
I can't take it anymore
All this pain inside me
I just wanted to have peace
Tell me how to do it
To stop feeling all this

I'm trying to find myself here in this place
I'm a piece that can't fit in
I cried many times silently so no one would hear
When they ask if I'm okay, I don't know what to say

What is my worth in this world?
Someone please, answer me
What is love? I swear I don't know
I only discovered pain in the times I tried
Flowers and loves
Disappointments and pains
There are so many problems
That I don't know how to deal with
Bitter and sweet
There are several flavors
Of a love I don't want to taste

It hurts too much
I can't take it anymore
Always thinking about giving up
Tell me how to do it
I just wanted to have peace
To be able to sleep every night