Galiba

There's a lot behind these dilemmas
Nothing is really a reason,
But it's not fair at all when I think I deserve it
What are you and who are you? Let the wounded fish go, the fishing line is too tight now

Whether I like it or not, everything of mine is hostage to you
What a wrong decision table, you are such a bad judge
What a difficult file this is, you are such an easy decision
I can't see ahead of you, it turns out how easy the idea of death is

My loved ones always used to say; 'this is how it happens'. Words are spoken, eyes tear up, Junes turn into February!
I think about my possibilities and check my negligences,
I compose and sing separation songs from within

I am a crazy person, but right now I'm just full,
My right arm is broken,
My heart is quite broken, all alone, an empty road (me)
Whoever looks for me will find me there, I'm waiting where the words end
My dear, half missing, is it this easy for a person to pull the trigger on their loved one's temples
As if you are a hunter, and I'm the exploding partridge
Time stopped, this pain suffocated me, I'm done for now

But maybe, I can't stand all of this, but I'm ready
I count your steps as you leave
Alas! Unfortunately, I think I misunderstood you

But maybe, I can't stand all of this, but I'm ready
I count your steps as you leave
Alas! Unfortunately, I think I misunderstood you

The tall buildings collapsing on me, songs playing as if they were meant for me
Endless deep longing and time that doesn't pass,
The bottom that only you know, that bottomless pit, go away now, rest in peace
What about all the tomorrows I've accumulated, what's the difference between tomorrow and today when I'm half and tomorrow
The roses from you are now scentless,
I'm a good child, you're naughty,
I'm without a homeland as if I don't have a place to live
Everyone looks at me, but everything is normal
The questions asked hurt the most, questions from everywhere
I'm hungry, you're full, for what good is the most beautiful beach without you, please don't go, stay
I couldn't overcome the longings with these thin wrists of mine, I destroyed everything else, I did wrong
And the best part is I forgot, I repeated myself many times, for each new day
But each new day got old, I looked and saw that I'm always there, at the same points, I'm the person left in the middle

You look ahead now, I count your steps
I can't stand all of this, but since it's like that, I'm ready

But maybe, I can't stand all of this, but I'm ready
I count your steps as you leave
Alas! Unfortunately, I think I misunderstood you

But maybe, I can't stand all of this, but I'm ready
I count your steps as you leave
Alas! Unfortunately, I think I misunderstood you

Grow... Sago Kaf Kef..

2 zeros, 1 one side by side..
Melancholy...
Sagopa...