Dieciocho

You're a real piece of shit, I truly hate you
Simón, you're a fucking mess
This isn't going to solve anything, you're not at home
You don't have the computer
You didn't show up to class like you should have on the first day
Damn irresponsible!

Monday in the early morning
My mouth's asleep and so is my mom
I'm not what they expected
And even when I get up, I always fall back down

What I like scares them
What I'm going to learn
This dark life isn't safe
But it feels good to me

Don't ask me to change, I like the streets
Let the snitches talk, let them say what they want
Baby, go tell your friend
The one who hits me up on the low
To chill out already
'Cause I'm already fucked

My life is like this
I'm not going to change it
I think I was born this way
And this is how I'm going to stay
I'm not for you
And even though I'm going to miss you
I've already decided
I'm just going to stay

Alright Manuela
Stop messing with me like that, come on
I didn't do anything!
(I'm just going to stay)
That idiot Simón Trujillo threw punches at a dude on 85th, what a loser!

The same ones who keep criticizing me and talking shit but never show their faces
They're the same ones who roll the dice and bet that I'll never achieve anything
'Cause I'm living happy, 'cause the magic comes through my nose (damn loser)
No one believes you when you say you care about me

I know at night you feel like crying
And even if we're not bad, don't call me again
I remember what you said about me
That it hurt you more if I wanted to fight for you
It's not just you, I couldn't trust either
You even talked about it with my mom
That this wasn't going to be easy 'cause I like the bad stuff
And you weren't going to handle it
That I always stay high
Picking me up at the station
Tagging walls with the SAI signature

My life is like this
I'm not going to change it
I think I was born this way
And this is how I'm going to stay
I'm not for you
And even though I'm going to miss you
I've already decided
I'm just going to stay

Monday in the early morning
My mouth's asleep and so is my mom
I'm not what they expected
And even when I get up, I always fall back down

What I like scares them
What I'm going to learn
This dark life isn't safe
But it feels good to me

My life is like this
I'm not going to change it
I think I was born this way
And this is how I'm going to stay
I'm not for you
And even though I'm going to miss you
I've already decided
I'm just going to stay

My life is like this
I'm not going to change it
I think I was born this way
And this is how I'm going to stay
I'm not for you
And even though I'm going to miss you
I've already decided
I'm just going to stay