Gray

Surely everyone is dreaming
Of a world filled with a bright tomorrow
Surely I have no connection
So it's painted over and won't disappear

Why am I crying?
Saying I should receive someone's hatred
When did it become like this?
There's no answer left

Riding on the emotions that have started moving
A light blue gently shines through
My overflowing heart, I remember crying
I wonder when my heart started to unravel

Surely everyone is dreaming
Of deciding the colors of the world themselves
Surely we'll eventually realize
Standing still in the corner of the stage

We're also giving up
It's giving up on someone's hatred
Emotions eventually become cloudy
I was in a gray state

The sky is laughing at me
Longing for that blue
If I could live like you
What would have been inside me

Surely being loved is scary
So I escaped into a coiled room
The flow of the world stained with colors
I want to live again

Riding on the emotions that have started moving
A light blue gently shines through
My overflowing heart, I still remember

I wonder when
My emotions that were frozen long ago
Started to take on color